Well, apparently ive changed? I dont know what ive changed from, and to, but apparently ive changed. I guess at one time i was nice and pie to everyone, did everything everyone asked and had all the time in the world for everyone. But now i dont. So im now a worse person becasue i have much more to do? Im a worse person because i dont tread on egg shells around all the members of maxxd, and people just get told straight now?
People talk about me standing back and looking at things from the outside. I think they need to think of my life from the inside more often. I have sacrificed 4 years of my life to a website that we host free to hundreds of people across the world. I have sacrificed hours and hours of my life to maxxd, and the members that use it. But now im a worse person? Me and the maxxd team have raised money for charirty, fought our cause in local papers and on radio, organsied events and meets for FOUR YEARS.. and im a worse person for this?
Maybe i have changed, but its not been through choice. Its been through the stress and pressure brought on from running a car club and working my ass to the bone. Im sorry ive changed, but it would of been impossible to of stayed the same person, and of acheived the many great things that i believe i have achieved already in my short life.
Im off out tongiht for some well earnt drinking.
If anyone reading this is out, holla at’ya boy 🙂