I do belive that karma of some kind exists. I have had loads of bad luck in my life, but every now and then id have a mad stroke of brilliant luck that right cheered me up and made all the bad karma dissapear. I seem to be stuck in a strange kind of bad karma forcefield. I feel that there are people working agaisnt me, in various aspects of my life.
Danny and sy have casued a black cloud to be over the business side of my life. I feel that for as long as this court/ccj shit is going off i cant push myself to my full potential in case the worst case senario happens and i have to pay out money. Dave. Shut up. I know. You’ve told me 3 million time. But that doesnt mean it wont happen!!!
I still feel pressured at work. Its calmed down a bit now but for months ive kinda been doing my job against my will. I wanted to leave, and confroneted the boss about it and he pursuaded me to stop. My attitude towards my job hasnt changed one bit since i was sat in his office telling him i wanted to leave tho.
And i feel that people are working against me in regards my relationship with H. Its not a really heavey relationship, but she makes me happy. And when shes out with her best mate i feel kinda pushed away becasue of the stress casued by the bullshit situation between her best mate and her best mates ex. I do my job on the site, and because its something that she didnt agree with she threw her toys out the cot.
Years ago, when the person in question actually had enthusiasm towards maxxd – and wasnt just using it to get back in with her ex friends that she’d rid herself off when nearly married – i would of done pretty much whatever she asked. She was a good asset to maxxd, a good laugh, and a good friend of mine. She seems to of come back now after THREE YEARS of not wanting ANYTHING to do with maxxd.com – expecting to be treated like a fucking queen.
Someone needs to wake up, smell the coffee and get off her 9 colour flip painted high horse.
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