My Past

mind = dazed and confused.. always..

i dont no what to think sometimes.. ive said b4 that i want a chick of my own, but i hardly see my friends and family so how do i fit a girl into my life as well? it would jsut get neglected and fail like before.. speakin of before.. i saw my ex girlfriend out the other night, and now all my emotions are all jumbeld up again, i still like her, always have done.. never been able to get her out my head.. but i dont want things to go the way they did b4.. as then it wud turn to shit..

arggghh people say that if a relationship is too hard work, then its not worth it.. then WHY do i still feel like this towards her?

my head hurts a lot :'(

work is meh at the mo.. hard and lots of it.. pretty much 7 days a week every week.. brought home like 360 quid last week tho, so it *is* worth it. dont no how long i can keep it up for tho.. and i tell you what, it has certainly taught me the value of money, cos i REALLY do work hard for it.. and ill never ever waste a day off again.. they are precious and few and far between!

good news! i bought some wheels for my caddy! ๐Ÿ˜€ yay! bought them off tibbzy, and i love em ๐Ÿ™‚ 14″ chromies ๐Ÿ™‚ yay!

right now im waitin for shel-DON to come round with marajuana, so i can relax as i got work tomora and sunday at 6am.

mehhhhh o_0

One reply on “mind = dazed and confused.. always..”

1 good thing about my ex.. she couldnt care less about she wants me for me.. which is why i think she is special ๐Ÿ™‚

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