Author: Olly

Without really realising i have started doing a few pushups and situps before i go to sleep. I did it to try and ease the pain i had in my stomach a few days ago. I thought if i used my stomach muscles a bit then the feeling like i had my ripped my chest open would go away.

Anyway, i have started to notice a difference already, and im gonna keep it up – and who knows i might even end up going for a run! WOhhh steady on a bit… 😀

I should really go to sleep now. I get to see helen again tomorrow so the sooner i sleep the sooner tomorrow will come. Bangin’

WEBSITE NEWS FLASH

• My adidas superstar forum is ROCKETING! We have so many new signups now, and we have become quite a pest to the fake sellers on ebay who flood the pages with fake Ltd edition works of art.. We have already forced ebay sellers to let what they thought were gonna be lil gold mines – end up going for peanuts after a few relists.. 😉
• Maxxd.com is up and working great, got to add some feature car stuff but thats not gonna be to difficult.

Bangin. Just got to get these pesky websites im making out the way and i can finally chill the fuck out!

Goodnight 🙂

I have managed to accumilate LOTS of extra sleep this week, which has helped me in the mornings cos im not very good at mornings. Ive been opening my eyes at about 7, and just dozing about for an hour. Its been marvelous!

Starting to get bogged down at the mo tho, so many things i need to do, and NO nmotivation at all. I managed to get karls site pretty much finished, well at least i think its about finished. Ive jsut got to find that bloody CD he gave me, so that i can add images to his gallery etc. Then i can finish that, and the amen corner one, and at least thats a few thigns out the way and some extra cash in the bank.

I MUST motivate myself when i get home.. I have GOT to finish at least one of them befreo i go out tongiht.. GO OLLY GO!

Im really getting pissed off with my laziness when it comes to my cars too. My clio is blatently broken, and im kinda ignoring it and continuing using it, even though i know the wheels gonna fall off soon. Or something equally as dangerous. If i die in a car crash that turns out to be my own fault, i expect no sympathy!

I guess i have been waiting for scott. I need his big ass jack so i can get under the back of my caddy. I want to use it so much, its not even funny 🙁 I must of had it 4 years now and using it for about 1 week of that max is pretty ridiculas! It doesnt even need that much to get it working. Damm my laziness!

AND, im gettin sick t the back teeth with people hasstleing me for stuff. Help with this, help with that. I have enough on trying to live my own life never mind help everybody else live their fuckers!

Fin.

In months, ive gone massivly overdrawn. Fuck. Another £35 fucking charge. Its robbery. I actually rang my bank up not too long ago and complained tha the charges were preventing me from ever being able to get out of the hole i was in. Debt is the most vicious circle of all.

I do get paid tomorrow, but i have still got to get through today with no food or anything. I could of done with filling my car up too. Ah well. Maybe if the weathers actualyl nice this afternoon, ill find the time to go to my caddy and do a few bits and bobs to that. I know i cant do much, but if i just get the engine back together, and maybe wack some jump leads on it. Ill see if i can start it up.

Kinda getting really stressed out at the minute, i need to get a few sites finished SOON as then ill get paid from them etc. Money = savings = travelling = happy.

After something like 3 or 4 days pretty much staring at a computer screen, i go straight ahead and work two 12 hour security shifts. One saturday daytime and one sunday day time. Its 1/4 to eleven and im absalutley shattered. I should of gone to bed hours go really, im never gonna feel 100% for work tomorrow. Burnout! &*^”*()^error
Although ive not really done much but sit in a portacabin, walk round a bit and watch films and make websites -  ive still managed to have some kind of a weekend. Allbeit a small one. And as small as it may of been, it was one of the best evenings ive had in months. And the night was made so special by a certain someone whos really brighteneing a recent dark patch of my life up.. 🙂
Meh. im tired. Brain has actually stopped functioning properly now and im struggeling to even move my fingers – so ill waffle some more tomorrow.