Author: Olly

  • For the first time..

    In months, ive gone massivly overdrawn. Fuck. Another £35 fucking charge. Its robbery. I actually rang my bank up not too long ago and complained tha the charges were preventing me from ever being able to get out of the hole i was in. Debt is the most vicious circle of all.

    I do get paid tomorrow, but i have still got to get through today with no food or anything. I could of done with filling my car up too. Ah well. Maybe if the weathers actualyl nice this afternoon, ill find the time to go to my caddy and do a few bits and bobs to that. I know i cant do much, but if i just get the engine back together, and maybe wack some jump leads on it. Ill see if i can start it up.

    Kinda getting really stressed out at the minute, i need to get a few sites finished SOON as then ill get paid from them etc. Money = savings = travelling = happy.

  • Feel the burn

    After something like 3 or 4 days pretty much staring at a computer screen, i go straight ahead and work two 12 hour security shifts. One saturday daytime and one sunday day time. Its 1/4 to eleven and im absalutley shattered. I should of gone to bed hours go really, im never gonna feel 100% for work tomorrow. Burnout! &*^”*()^error
    Although ive not really done much but sit in a portacabin, walk round a bit and watch films and make websites -  ive still managed to have some kind of a weekend. Allbeit a small one. And as small as it may of been, it was one of the best evenings ive had in months. And the night was made so special by a certain someone whos really brighteneing a recent dark patch of my life up.. 🙂
    Meh. im tired. Brain has actually stopped functioning properly now and im struggeling to even move my fingers – so ill waffle some more tomorrow.

  • As Hannibal would say..

    As we travel through this life, so hectic,
    It moves so fast dont blink, you might miss it,
    Paths lay down our feet, right before us,
    Desisions to make, the plan is not flawless,
    What do you do if you choose the wrong pathway?
    A bad choice once, now seems like the right way?
    And then one day for me, a pathway appeared,
    I start to venture down it, dispite all that i feared,
    And now i get to settle, all those questions on my chest,
    Answer all those questions id abandoned and id left,
    It feels funny going back, to something i had once neglected,
    Think of then and in-between, and how it had affected,
    My life my thoughts my dreams, and the pathway that i chose,
    I thank the day that i got picked, to take my second go.
    Peace.

  • Time to think…

    Woh! What a fakcing crazy couple of days! First i had the masssive task of rebuilding the Maxxd.com site.

    I did that, and just as i was about to have a VERY early ngiht, i got dave aslking me to help him with something.

    I started speaking to him, and it appeared that the old co-owner of a rival site of ours (donnycruise.com) had fucked off, and left them int he shit.

    I have NO idea what caused the problems that they were having, it was like somsone had stolen their domain name and were pointing it to a totally different server.

    Anyway, i tracked down and fixed theri site for them, all bar one error which i couldnt sort for the life of me. Its made me realise how much i actualyl know when it comes to things like that.

    Anyway, im not going anywhere near a pc tonight. I think ive earned a night off.