And im still cut up about nic. I heard once it takes half as long as the length of your relationship to fully get over someone. And im thinkin thats probably true.
I text her today cos i owe her some money, and we chatted for a bit. She seems ok, said she is close to someone she went to school with, whcih is good. I was afraid she might of gotten back into her old ways – but it sounds like she hasnt which is great. Although it wouldnt be hard for her to hold back a few truths from me. After all, what reasons has she got for being truthful with me?
Im officially never going after a girl again. If they want me then they can do the chasing, as i just cant be doing with it. I dont want to get involved with someone and then fuck myself up when we break up. But on the flip side i really want someone to talk to, and share those moments with that can only be shared with someone you feel 100% comfortable with.