Author: Olly

It seems quite a while since my last update. And i seem to have a difference of opinion and a different outlook on things, every time i come to write a blog entry. I am gonna try and cut down on the weed that i smoke, because i keep finding things that i want, and i keep having ideas for businesses that id like to start or look into. And if im wasting £70 a week on weed, then that money could be spent on alsorts, including catalougs and stuff for suppliers off the interent.

for the first time, well, ever! i am sitting at work, FREEZING my bollocks off.. I dont know why, im just really cold today. I think its because im cutting down on the things i eat, and usually im digesting a load of food, so that keeps me warm 🙂

I really REALLY want to start a trainer shop. I want to sell rare and exclusive trainers, as NOWHERE in mansfield does it. And i facking love sneakers! – I guess i can spend the rest of this year researching products, and suppliers, and then maybe in 2006 i might be able to get a loan or something, and get a lil shop of my own.

This thing me and dave want to do, is all well and good, but its not MINE. And i want something thats MINE.

Anyway, i got a load of things i need to post, and its nearly hometime.

Chow chow mon frere 🙂

So far this week, i have discovered the following.

Subway is not always the answer

You dont fuck with gollum!

Abusing work recources is ace!

Been feeling quite strange recently. I feel as if i am going through another maturing stage, its probably because of all the moving out talk me and nic have been discussing. – I can safely say, that after xmas, we will both be outahere! And hopefully moved into our own lil flat!

Its not that i dislike living with daz and mat, at times its brilliant.. But then some other times, it fucking sucks! Take this little example, I acquired a quad, and for a day or two i planned on tucking it away behind the house, out of everybody’s way, and so there it was. Smith comes home, puts his wet helmet and gloves on the surface we cook our food on, piled his clean washing on the settee where we are supposed to sit, and came out with “can you not park your quad there, i don’t want to have to look at it!”

What, the, fuck!

I don’t want to look at 99% of his shit that litters the house, i don’t want to have to look at the wood that’s been on the stairs for 4 years. I don’t want to have to look at the shitty bathroom that’s been shitty forever, and i certainly don’t want to poison myself cooking food on the shitty surfaces that are in the kitchen.

All in all, the house might as well be derelict.. At least that way it would get knocked down and someone might make use of the land!

My memory seems to be getting a tiny bit better.. I seem to be dreaming again, and i seem to not be as depressed. I have cut down on the weed, and i (like already explained) seem to be going through another transitional period.

One last thing, i think im gonna hand my notice in soon. All this bossing me about is not exactly doing me any good. I cant stand people telling me what to do, and i cant stand being forced to do work that i feel no passion for. – I mean, i still get job satisfaction, when something that i make is seen out and about, or someone tells me they saw one, but i don’t want to do it anymore. My 4th career is slowly ending, and the 5th is starting to shine through!

Some pics on olstar.co.uk so check them out.

Up to yet, this week i have learnt 3 things..

• rearview photo’ing is hard
• looks better in black
• listening to music at worknis ace

I have had a really slack week at work, I’ve had a pile of paperwork to do, that i have got about 1/5th the way through, i have printed all i need to print though, so im not massively bothered about the fact i haven’t done the other thing, it aint my job to do paperwork!

Going to support the roobster tonight at the dial, he’s playing a drum and bass set, and its gonna rock the house down! – He’s a really good DJ, me and him grew up mixxing, but he carried on buying records, and continued his love for it, i didn’t. I can still mix, and am still quite good when i want to be, but put me in a environment im not familiar with, where the acoustics are all over the place, and i’d be shit, tim wont be!

Decided to sell the quad as well as the clio, i have no room for the quad, and its the wrong time of year for one really. My garage is not secure enough for so much moneys worth of shit! – That’s the plan with some of the quad money, to get a better garage door! and shelves!

Nearly home time on thursday the 27th of October.. I cannot believe how quick time fly’s now… Its insane.. Im sure it was like tuesday yesterday.. :/

I have completed what turned out to be the longest weekend of my life. During this weekend, i have learnt.

• Security work is lonley
• Orange smarties win
• Chicken can look like fish (or nobs)

As i look back at the weekend, it does appear to of gone fast, but while i was there the time dragged like a bitch! By far the worst part of it was the first night, i only got a few hours sleep and that was sat in a chair with my head on my hands. The saturday and sunday weren’t bad, because i had my laptop and a TV by then, and i wasn’t quite so bored. But whenever i was alone, i would find myself stood or sat, staring into space and thinking deeply.

The next time i do a shift im gonna use the time more wisely. Im gonna work out a bit, jog round the perimeter, and do pull ups and press ups, to a) pass the time, and b) kill two birds with one stone. (gettin paid and working out)

Im really quite tired, but i cant sleep, i have to sort out cars later, as the saxo is finally going, and is being replaced by a Clio and a Quad 🙂