Author: Olly

Wohh, talk about head fuck. I was so depressed yesterday. It was like i wanted to give up, and crawl under a rock. I kinda feel like that now, but without the sadness. I just kinda want to crawl under a rock and sleep for a bit.

Anyway, got a reply from someone off ebay, in regards a Suzuki jeep. Its had a 1.6 vitara engine put in it. got a 2″ lift kit on it, and knobblies…

In fact..

There she is, and i would straight swap my clio for it. Its on ebay at a rather high price at the minute (£500), and unlike every other suzuki jeep on ebay, it has no bids. Now i don’t know why it has no bids, but it maybe because it has had an engine swap.

I’ve asked the guy the following questions, which should be asked before buying any car that has had an engine swap!

1) Is the new engine down on the log book? I. e Has it been declared?

2) If NO, then have you got an engineer’s report for the engine swap?

3) How much is the insurance? (Bearing in mind the previous owner may of NOT told his insurance company)

And last but not least..

4) Do you own a wheelchair? – As if I’m ripped off and sold a crap car, you’ll fucking need one haha

I really hope the guy swaps me, i dont give a flying fuck what this looks like, i purely want it for OFF ROADING! (and driving to work n that..)

Hit a bit of a depressed patch, don’t know why. I just keep questioning everything. I keep asking myself if I’m happy. I keep thinking that I’m not. And the question of whether i want to be in a relationship at all keeps popping into my head.All me and nic have done over the last few days is argue. I woke up this morning, and set my alarm for 8 so i didn’t overlay. She had a go at me because she had already set hers. Wtf?? I came in last night, she had food ready for me, and i wasn’t hungry. So i got moaned at for that. I tried to help her on the internet last night, as she was looking for jobs. I know it can be hard, but if you try and help her, your not actually helping, your “telling her what to do”, so again, i got raised voice and stress levels.

Its times like that, that make me think, what is the fucking point in this? What is the fucking point in carrying on, when something is obviously NOT right. Ok, i love her, and the good times are great, but apart from that, i don’t no what else there is. We argue more and more. Our social lives couldn’t be more different. We are not interested in the same things, yet all this time we have just made do.

It was never a problem at first, as we were together a lot. But as time went on, and the more i wanted to get back to my normal life, as well as have a relationship. The harder it got. For example, i know for a FACT that i wont go to all the shows this year with maxxd, because of one nic related thing or another.

I got asked once if i could see myself with nic for the rest of my life.

My honest answer, is i really don’t no.

Although its tuesday, its my first day back to work. I couldn’t move yesterday, all my muscles ached and i physically couldn’t move my head. I’m feeling better today, and even though i walked to work, i still feel nackered.

I had a really random weekend tho, i left early on friday as we had to drive down to london and witness the celebrity big brother eviction. It was a long annoying drive down, with the steering being gay on my clio, and the fact the exhaust was noisy as hell. At least we got down there in time. And even though we left at 4:30, and only really got going on the motorway at about 5:00pm, we still managed to get there for 7:25. Excellent.

We queue ‘d for ages, i shit myself when i saw sniffer dogs. But i didn’t have any weed or anything on me so i was safe, but i was still paranoid. And eventually the Q started going down, and we started walking towards the start of the queue. It was really weird, cos one minute we were lining up next to a tesco, then we went round a corner and there was the big brother house, camera’s, studio’s it was surreal. We turned the corner, and there is was…

Davina McCall is so down to earth, she was swearing with the best of em, and chatting to the audience as if she was stood next to us all, and was our best mate. It was brilliant to see how it all happens, to see how live TV works an that. I also saw the presenter of “Big brother’s big mouth” – he was some long haired guy, pfft, he’s not davina so i wasn’t bothered.

Anyway, we stood for ages, they did a live bit, then adverts, then live, then a rundown etc etc. And then the eviction. It was crazy.. All that build up, then they walked with the old bird who got evicted, to the studio, and that was it! There was a few people inside, and we could watch what was going off in the studio on a massive TV outside, but it was cold, so we did one.

Saturday was alright, did a bit of catching up with some of my mates. Sunday was another fucking awesome day tho. And its a day that got me hooked on a new hobby!!

I cannot think of a better way to spend sunday mornings, than 4X4’ing 🙂 There is an area of land called the desert, and although the police were all over it like a rash, it didn’t stop many people from going on there and having fun! I went out with my step dad, in his lil winter toy. I couldn’t believe what his little suzuki jeep would go up. It seemed unstoppable! Until we hit a patch of quicksand type sludge, that sucked us in. And we remained stuck in until a Discovery came round the corner, and pulled us out. Thanks whoever you are! 🙂

So I’m now on the hunt for a 1.3 suzuki jeep, in any condition, But i’d prefer it if it was off road ready.

Theres one on ebay, and she might wanna swap. So I’ll keep my ears and eyes open. I will have a jeep!

Last day of the week, and off to a terribly slow start. Im waiting for a guy to come in to help me change the felt on my heat transfer press. I am up-to-date with my printing, and i cant turn the press on, as its gotta be stone cold for when that chap gets here. SO I’ve sorted my life out while I’ve been waiting. Contacted both old and new insurance companies, contacted DVLA and got 4 letters ready to post. My life is hectic you know!

I have been in a really good mood this week, things just seem to of been going really well. And to end the week with a bang, me Nic and her Sis and her Boyfriend are going to watch the big brother eviction tonight! – I got tickets through from applausestore.com in the middle of the week. The only problem is its MILES away!! So I’m gonna have to try and get mark to let me out a bit early this afternoon.

If i get time this weekend or next week, I’m gonna sign up for every affiliate scheme i can find on the whole internet, and add them to my lil directory i have set up. I swear ill make that site profitable if it kills me!