Author: Olly

  • Young and Nieve.. Apparently..

    Ok, so i post on 28days, a URBEX forum that is, well.. its great! The people are sound and some of the members have some right balls when it comes to going in different locations. Some of the sites they do would NEVER be on my to-do list.. Far too risky!

    Anyway, i posted a picture of me sat in a chair.. and i just happend to have a grinder sat one my lap *rolls eyes* – One of the members thought he best point out to me that its not a good idea to post images of myself in a site – with a grinder on my lap.

    The subject of what i post on the internet has been brought to my attention before, and like before, i reminded this person of a few pointers that he was obviously unaware of

    1) I have run a freely accessable blog, outlining most of my life – for a good 3 years. So if anyone wants to find out anythng about me, they can – just type olstar in google! LOL
    2) i have collected images from camera phones for longer than ive blogged for, and some of the images would get me in a lot more trouble than the one of me being sat in a derolict hospital with a grinder in my lap.

    3) i wont accept that a person such as my self, will ever be penalized for anything i have ever written on the internet. Ok, some people do (*coff* david, or was it stu? :P) but im not in a position, nor ever will be in a position where ill be checked up for purpouses of a job or a refrence, using the internet.

    I pointed a few things out to him, and after a few exchanged messages he kinda realised it really doesnt concern me – but im left thinking this..

    Is it really wise of me to record the things i record?

    Should i censor my life so that people dont know the real me?

  • Urbex again

    Woh, yesterday was the first day i didnt write a blog entry this month. I was trying to keep cool yesterday, and stay calm as the previous few days before that i was really angry and stressed out. I think the change in temperature played a big part in why i was being a bastard. So i bought some 3/4 length trousers so keep the air flowing 😛

    Friday, hmm.. that word used to get me all excited. I used to think, great 2 days off from working! But i have work tomorrow. Great! At least its not stressfull, and i have got some websites to be working on anyway..

    We went urbex’ing again last night. Back in the old hospital. It was all going perfectly until we were busted by security! He was sound tho, and actually thought we were from the council! haha

    http://www.olstar.co.uk/v90/v/uk-urban-exploration/mansfield-general-hospital/

  • Stress

    I feel it building inside my head, Wishing people around me dead
    I want to push you all away, Be by myself, get out your way
    I think i kid myself a lot, Say im happy, when im not
    the fake smile i wear day by day, Will slowley fade, and go away
    Then whats left is a tattered frown, By myself, no one around
    Feeling sorry for myself, I brought all this upon myself.
    I want to leave and go away, Find a new place where i can stay
    A new life, that involves no stress, To get away from all this mess
    Though, I often wonder to myself, Do i want power, cars and wealth?
    Do i want a wife, and 3 kids?, Or shall i do the things god forbids?
    I know one thing, that remains true, Ill always wonder about you
    And wonder if we would of lasted? Stayed together until we were past-it?
    But, i guess, ill never know this, Ill just hold tight to the things i most miss
    Ill try and keep that fading smile, Upon my face, for a short while
    I hope that one day you will thank me, And see what i did was not done lightly
    Cos its crushed me too, please dont hate me, Although I dont blame you if you do hate me.

  • Out of the ordinary..

    Haha, i was in a foul mood earlyer. I really need to travel the world soon for the sake of the people around me. I bet I Know im a right bastard at times. I do have mood swings, and i do have a fuse shorter than your averidge dwarf hampster’s bell end. {although i have never seen one of these i presume its real small}

    In conclusion, im sorry if im a bastard to you – its the way i am. I will go away soon and you will all be rid of me so dont panic haha 🙂

    Anyway, the out of the ordinary thing that the title suggests is that today, me, Olly, opened a savings account! :O yes! i saved money! Well, technically its a mini cash isa from abbey. But its savings innit! I can only save up to 3 grand in there but when thats full ill just open another. According to my father – who knows his shit on just about every level you can possibly imagine – i can only open one of these mini cash jobbys in one financial year. I doubt id save more than 3g in a year father! rofl
    The beauty of an isa is the fucking government cant get their grubby fucking hands on it. I dont get taxed on my interest! yes! camon! £3,000 a year saved for 3 maybe 4 years is a lot of money. More than enough to go travelling and then have enough to sort me out where ever i end up residing.

    Im thinking, Renting deck chairs in the bahamas? 😉