Author: Olly

Haha, although i said i wasnt gonna post again today – or even until i was interesting again but fuck it. Im sat at work now, waiting for the clock to tick past about 17:10 so i can do one. My boss and craig are both out, so i could go at any time really. But before 5 is pushing it 🙂

I was quite taken back when a friend of mine said that she reads my blog regulary. I think her partner does too, and it got me thinking, how many people do visit my blog?

I would say only about 4 or 5 people. There cant be that many more. If your reading this and your not ol$tar., please leave a comment so that i know your out there. I guess i kinda forget people will read this stuff, which is probably just as well – because otherwise id chicken out of writing anything down!

I have changed my blog theme, as now i have a shoutbox 🙂 woo.. But i think ill change it again soon, as this one is not really what im after. I just wanted a shoutbox for a bit 🙂

Ive been looking at wholesale items again today – and i have re-hooked up with a guy who is now selling some realllly nice trainers. Before he was selling crap – but it looks like his supliers have improved dramatically.

Where i feel im not interesting enough to blog about. So, unless something amazing crops up (obviously after this post) im gonna leave it a few days. I need to get back into working weekends, as much as possible. As i have got to start saving money up pronto! Ive nearly reached my first thousand, and i want there to be another one in there by the end of the year.

Im going out on a date tongiht, im really looking forward to it. Im kinda worried – i dont know why – i guess im just really scared of hurting someone again. If i start getting into theis relationship too much then when it comes to the day i want to leave and go travveling imm gonna have to go thru all that heartache again – and im gonna fuck somebody up. And i dont want to do that, especially not to helen.

She claims that she doesnt want anythign heavey, and i guess that fine by me. But i dont no wether or not shes saying that to get her foot in the door. I really do like her, and if she haddnt of ended the relationship between us all those years ago – who knows i might still be going out with her.

I guess time will tell.

Right, ill update my blog when i become interesting again.

TODAY! My GOSH its hot. I cant do anything without sweating. Im sat here writing this, and sweating! In my greenhouse, sorry, i mean office i had 3 fans trying to circulate the air around to make it reasonably chilled. And it failed, miserably. Like usual!

I had a slight bit of a blonde moment earlyer, but only becasue I kinda havent paid much – if any – thought to the situation before. Anyway.. I was chatting to my good buddy in australia (daniel) and i was saying how hot it was here. He replied with “i wish it was hot here too!” Now when your mate in australia complains how cold it is it starts to ponder on the mind slightly.. why is it cold in australia? Well, its becasue its winter. it never occured to me that they have their seasons opposite to us. So yeah, Madds and wiggy thought it was funny, but i mean its not like they know everything is it?

Maxxd meeting up portland again tongiht. Untill we get evicted. I really should see if we can get permission to use it for the charity LSOM’s, then we can try and get a mag down, and make it MASSIVE!

Yes, last night the team in prison break actually broke out of the prison. It was a brilliant episode, but it ended shit – so im gonna try and find the first episode of the next series so i can see where it picks up from. I was really dissapointed it ended so quickly actually. Its been sucha  grat storey line tho, it must of taken ages to wirte.

Im sat here at work, and im absalutly nackered. Im still as tired as i was yesterday, and ive had another ngihts sleep! I have two websites i need to finish this week as well, and im still at very early stages with both of them. I need to get one of them up and pretty kuch finished by the end of the week, and the other one needs to have something up so that the chap can see how ive progressed.

In other news, im venturing back into a part of my life that has never been finished off. I went out with a girl a few years ago, and she was great. She’s older than me, shes clever, shes funny – and it was her that ended our relationship all those years ago. A while after it happened, probably a year or so actually i actually realised why she split up with me, and it was becasue i was still quite immature, i was stubbern and i was a bastard at times. I have matured a load in the last year or so and she has spotted this and according to her shes wanted me back for a while. Now she knows i want to travel, and she understands how important it is to me. I need to keep it in the back of my mind and not lose sight of what i want like i did last time.

Were going out on a date thursday, i hope it all go’s well 🙂