Stress is the bane, of my existance,
Its creeps up and strikes, when no ones listenin,
Makes me hot, bothered and ratty
Makes me shout, at people around me
If i could have, just one lil wish,
id wish for a stress free life, no shit
Where i work, when i wake, if i like
Where i dont own a car, i ride a bike
In a hot peaceful place, with no hostility
And absalutly no responcibility..
Ahhhh 🙂
Me and dave have been fucking about for years now, never really getting anything business wise off the ground. But we have kinda come to the conclusion that we have probably suffored everything BAD a new company suffors in business, and we have never got anything off the ground!
There is probably shit loads of other things, its just been one bad thing from another. But were gonna show people what we are capable of. Were putting all our skills in one basket, and maximising every oppertunity that comes our way.
Watch this space!
Ok, so we decided to change servers. I rented a new freshly installed server, twice as much resources as the last one, and a hell of a lot more secure!
But with moving servers, come’s headaches! Luckily for me, my mate Daniel did 99% of it, in fact he’s done 100% of it bless him – but i was the one on the receiving end of all the shit lol..
I must of had 20 people tell me “Maxxd isnt working” – Now i appreciate them telling me, as one day i might not be at a PC when the site go’s down. But after the 10th person has told you it starts getting quite frustrating. I sign out of gtalk and MSN (i use msn for notifying poeople of server status) so people cant nag at me and tell me “Maxxd is down” – and then wiggy who works with me gets people telling him “Tell olly maxxd is down” Dave is worst for it (yes you you c*nt) as he seems to have nawt to do EVER and just chats at me all day..
DAVE! Get a job you lazy bastard! rofl..
During the day long period of downtime, its been really hard for me. Ive not been able to do anything! I even updated my myspace blog the other night, as i felt i needed to end my day with a blog entry. I might move 0lly.uk over to my NTL webspace.. That shits guarenteed to be up ALLL the time.
Been really really slack at work this week so far. The heat means my printer doesnt work right, and i basically cant do anything. So ive installed a hour long tutorial on illustrator – im gonna study that – and im playing with a cool new plugin for PSCS2 called 3D Maker 🙂 Its great! 🙂
Im going to play poo sticks tongiht with helen. Ive been gettin some practise in so hopefully i can beat her lol..
My weekends are starting to look very similar again. Usual case of finish work friday – get mashed up friday night and then up for work saturday. 12 hours security shift on the saturday where i piss about with my computer, get a suntan and generally do very little. Then a fairly early night saturday and then a massivly relaxed sunday.
I cant complain tho i guess, im choosing to work at weekends so i can save money up. I hate doing the shifts, but they are nessesery if i am to achive my goal. I need to look at ways of making a bit more cash tho, as £180 extra every two weeks is pretty poor. Saying that if i could save it all up after two years i would have near 10 grand.
My relationship with helen is going fine i think. She is the kind of person i can talk to and tell her anything – ive already told her things i have told only about 3 people before – really personal things. And i know she wont laugh, or judge me for it.. If our relationship continues up until i have to travel then i know its going to be very hard to let her go.
Anyway, sundays are my favorite day now. As its shaping up to be the only full day where i have no stress and nothing to do. Roll on next sunday!