Author: Olly

Today has seemed like an eternity. Work dragged, and was unbearably hot again, then world war three started..

Im glad the day has drawn to a close thats for sure! I guess like whats been said in the comments, that we have all got to take a step back and realise what we are arguing about is actually quite stupid, and its done far too much damage to carry on. I think its safe to say that was the most offencive blog post to date! Record number of comments too!

I got quite a bit done on my caddy. I wire brushed all the parts at the rear, and i really need an angle grinder, some sheet metal, and a welder. Cos there are one or two parts that are offending me. It took me about a hour to remove the tigerseal that had been put over some spot welds that run the width of the truck at the back – there didnt actually seem to be any actual reason for the tigerseal, he must of had some left over?

While i have it in this position, i really should look at swapping that rear suspension setup. I might have a ponder about how much work would be involved, and wether or not the caddy will stay together if we take that much stuff off it 😆 It would be ideal, and would mean MINT movement with the airbags.. front, back.. side to side!

In conclusion, sarah, i appologise for letting this situation get out of hand. Im sorry that you were upset about the way the situation on the site was handled, and im sorry if you took offence at the way i spoke to you regarding that situation. I dont want enemies, i just want an easy life. As im sure you do.

Can we now put this situation behind us? For the good of the galactic empire?

Peace.

So, one blog post later and my life has been turned upside down. Ongoing arguments alwals spiral out of control. Especially when they are involving stubbern people. Its especially hard when more than one media is used during communiocation between parties involved in the dispute.

Its just a shame when people are torn in the middle, and those torn people get a majority one sided view of the evidence supporting both parties. For example, ok, maybe my last blog post was a bit OTT. But i didnt sit there and plan it that way. I was deeply fucked off by something someone had done, and the way that a certain person was being made to feel. So i retaliated.

Am i not allowed to say what i feel?

Am i not allowed freedom of speech?

What makes this whole situation 40 times worse, is what started it all off. For some reason the personin question seems to think that me and the moderators on maxxd see, hear and sence everyhting that go’s off on our site. And she seems to think that as soon as something that is posted that offends her (People take offence at different things, so tbh its hard to see unless your directly involved in the situation) that it should be removed.
The moderator that was online at the time didnt realise the severity of the situation, and therefore didnt react in the correct manner. I get back to a dispute, i clean it up – and somehow its my fault?

And from this i have now probably lost H, and totally lost someone i had beef with and who was considered a good freind of mine.

Just to stick up for myself tho, dont patrionise me in text messages sarah. Well done to you for getting a new job, and al that other shit you were blowing out your horn at me. But dont fucking suggest that i have fuck all going for me.
I dont blow my own trumpet, cos i see it as being childish. The fact that you feel the need to, and then call me childish in the same text message? Pfft its too much for my contradiction glands to absorb.

I do belive that karma of some kind exists. I have had loads of bad luck in my life, but every now and then id have a mad stroke of brilliant luck that right cheered me up and made all the bad karma dissapear. I seem to be stuck in a strange kind of bad karma forcefield. I feel that there are people working agaisnt me, in various aspects of my life.

Danny and sy have casued a black cloud to be over the business side of my life. I feel that for as long as this court/ccj shit is going off i cant push myself to my full potential in case the worst case senario happens and i have to pay out money. Dave. Shut up. I know. You’ve told me 3 million time. But that doesnt mean it wont happen!!!

I still feel pressured at work. Its calmed down a bit now but for months ive kinda been doing my job against my will. I wanted to leave, and confroneted the boss about it and he pursuaded me to stop. My attitude towards my job hasnt changed one bit since i was sat in his office telling him i wanted to leave tho.

And i feel that people are working against me in regards my relationship with H. Its not a really heavey relationship, but she makes me happy. And when shes out with her best mate i feel kinda pushed away becasue of the stress casued by the bullshit situation between her best mate and her best mates ex. I do my job on the site, and because its something that she didnt agree with she threw her toys out the cot.

Years ago, when the person in question actually had enthusiasm towards maxxd – and wasnt just using it to get back in with her ex friends that she’d rid herself off when nearly married – i would of done pretty much whatever she asked. She was a good asset to maxxd, a good laugh, and a good friend of mine. She seems to of come back now after THREE YEARS of not wanting ANYTHING to do with maxxd.com – expecting to be treated like a fucking queen.

Someone needs to wake up, smell the coffee and get off her 9 colour flip painted high horse.

Offended? Fuck off and dont read it then!

Sweating 😆 – I love the heat, but now everyones got AIRCON except me. And my boss came out with this blinder earlyer;

“We’ll put one of them old air con units behind you – it will make you more comfortable, not that it matters. I want it there for that printer you see!”

Oh righty! Fuck you then! Why is it that even though you bust your ass for them they dont see it and still treat you like dirt?! I hope one day i get to start a company of my very own so that i can make a difference – set the standards so to speak. People need to take a leaf out of google’s book! Now they know how to treat their workers!

In other news, it appears that my blog is being read by a fair few people now. It puts me off a bit, cos i hold back and dont say whats truelly on my mind sometimes. Ah fuck it, i wont from now on because to be fair im really not that concerend what people think of me. I mean, if a new visitor read back and digested my life, they would probably think i was raving loonatic anyway. *twitch*

I think more people should blog. Its a great way of getting to know someone, without ever meeting them – but like Fi said, if you have never met the person your reading about the nyou kinda build a mental picture of them? I really dread to think what people see in their heads when they picture me!

Thats me, now get that AWFUL mental picture out your head! Oh, the mental picture was better? Ah shit.. 😆