Author: Olly

My memory has suffored a turn for the worse. I have been very very forgetfull today and have been getting wound up very easily. I have for example been going downstairs to fetch something, end up doing something totally different, comin back upstairs to remember what i originally went downstairs for, going downstairs again and forgetting once more. Yes, really that bad..

I only have myself to blame, the constant abuse of weed is blatently surpressing my memory and making it fuck up. I wonder what i would be capable of if i didnt smoke weed? I wonder if al the little annoyances i have with myself would vanish? Its an issue im gonna have to definatly address soon as sooner or later im gonna go past a point of no return and regret it.

Same old story tho, lack of willpower and motivation. Its only really started playing on my mind when i it was brought to my attention that the slight circulation problems i think i have are probably down to the fact my arteries are clogged up to fuck. It makes me sick to think about it, but yet i still sit here smoking.

I hate myself sometimes..

It feels like i havent been to work for ages. I hate coming back here when ive been happy and content, as coming here makes me miserable and stressed out. It reverses the good that the 3 days off has done to me. Oh how i cant wait to have the rest of my life off!!

I have chosen a few things on eBay, although i bet i dont win them! There are a few pairs of trainers that are pure SEX, one in particular! They have quite a few days left, and they are rare un’s so i doubt they will go for less than 50/60 quid.

I get to see H tonight, im glad things got sorted and seem to be setteling down now. I thought i had fucked up and lost her for a while. But i think were ok and back on track. Its not like the relationship is really heavey, we both have a lot to do and have important thigns in our lives – but that shouldnt mean you have to spend your free time alone does it?

Shes one of the few females i know that i can sit down and talk to for hours and hours and hours. We are on a very similar wavelength, not exactly the same one, but a very smilar one. Shes not a bitch either, and has been thrown a lot of raw deals all her life – which i think has made her into a very interesting person. And, she makes me happy. 🙂

Anyway, i best do some of this work as its not gonna print its self. Unfortunatly. How good would that be?

Yes, my glorious 3 day weekend off from life is over. Ive not done much at all, and ive slept a shit load. Its been all good. I dont get much time to do nothing anymore, i seem to be busy with something or other most nights. I guess thats a good thing tho or i would end up extremly fat and lazy.. Oh wait i am anyway! Bwhahha..

Im getting really pissed off with missing eBay auctions. I used an auctionsniper the other day and ive won stuff with them before but i have changed my eBay password since and it couldnt connect to my account so i lost some kicks i would of won! I just keep forgetting to check eBay, and i have like £60 in my paypal account that dying to be made into 2 bargain pairs of sneaks!

Before i sleep im going to find some good kicks to go in my watch list. Theres some RHCP 35th ones in a UK12 that im watching, but i bet woody off my superstar site is watchin them as well. The seller is the guy who wouldnt supply me with genuine pics of some Run DMC ones, so he couldnt turn out to be a cock end and be selling fakes. Im gonna get woody to ask him for pics i think, cos he’ll remember me and probably tell me to go f**k myself.

Its a shame there are so many pricks out there that sell fake trainers and try to pass them off as real ones. If you have a colourway that is limited to 500 pairs in the world (like the Super Ape Star’s) then releasing fakes devalues an absalutly gorgeous sneaker. There are so many SHIT fakes as well that to an unsuspecting buyer they are some mad colourway, but to us in the know they are just a REALLY shit badly colour matched FAKE!.

Adidas superstar fans of the world, check your purchases are real/genuine before buying!

Ask the pro’s!

http://www.superstarDB.com

The best way to forget that youve waxed about £80 over the duration of the weekend, is by waking, and baking! By baking i dont mean the creation of fluffy cakes covered in delicious icing. I mean waking up, rolling up, and lighting up a joint. As in the mornings im still very sleepy when i wake, so a early morning reefer makes me feel hazy and relaxed. Ahhh

We had a mad night last night. I didnt do much during the daytime, in fact, i dont even remember what i was doing now. But as soon as the evening came round me and scott got our shit together and headed off to Wisbech to pick dave up and then go onto the cruise.

It took us TWO hours to get there, it didnt seem like it took us that long to be honest, but it did – and we eventually found dave and headed off to the cruise. I dont think ive ever been to a cruise this far away from our main area to be honest. Well, at least not this far in this direction (south? south east?) And for that very reason it made it good as there were lots of cars id not seen before.

The cruise itself was alright, ive been to MUCH bigger tho, and i recon the only reason max power were there was because of how close to their main offices it was. But it was still a good cruise. Proper old skool one too, burnouts galore!

Im pretty gutted ive spent so much money this weekend, i guess its whats made it a good’en tho. I still have a bit if cash left and i get paid again on wednesday so hopefully i can afford to get my clio fixed this week and then i can put it up for sale. Then, theres nothing stoppin me!