Author: Olly

  • Judas.. err.. not a bastard?

    I was being driven to work on saturday evening with the fond memories of the crazy BBQ the night before still lingering in my mind, when i struck up a conversation with my boss who just happened to be giving us the lift to the sites that day. I asked him if he had seen the Da Vinci Code, and he became the first person i that had asked that question, to give me a negative reply.

    He started goin on about how it was a ridiculas idea that jesus still had a blood line in france etc etc and that the reason the dude looks like a lady in that painting is that artists in that era DID paint people more feminine looking.. pale faces etc. He also believes that jesus was gay, and that being gay wasnt looked upon as being a bad thing back then. Quite controversial! Me Like!
    Anyway, he started talking about judas (a word i remember Fi using as a tounge-in-cheek addon to insulting names for people, something to do with jews.. meh) And he started talking about the lost gospels of judas. He went on to tell me that instead of judas being the bastard that he was made out to be, that instead he was actually following orders from jesus to grass him in to the 5-0. It got me quite interested!

    Now im not religious in any way, i dont really believe there is a god, but i believe all these people in the bible and other such historical religious books were real. They were obviously extreme religious people, and in a similar way to how samurai’s walk on fire and glass and seem to defy gravity and belief, these religious guys were probably able to perform stunts that came from focusing energy hard enough, that would shock bystanders into believing they had special powers of some kind. These people gave others hope, and for that they were immortalized in books and scripts, and in later years these books were used by people to gain hope. Religion is about hope i guess, it gives some people meaning. It just provides me with interesting reads 🙂

    LSOM went brilliant, loads of cars, models, 2 biger vans, an Ice cream van, about 5 photographers and 1 x fair ground ride!

    We raised £430 for the Sherwood Forest Hospitals Cancer Appeal. Sweet!

    Back to work tomorrow after a weekend of bizarre sleeping patterns. Should be a enjoyable walk to work tomorrow. Bah!

  • An early night..

    I think i deserve an early night. Its 22:26 as i write this, and i recon ill be tucked up by 23:00. I cant remember the last time i had a decent nights sleep. At one time i knew the exact amount of sleep i would need to feel bob on in the mornings. I dont know about any one else, but i feel SHIT if i dont have enough sleep, and i feel SHIT if i have too much sleep..

    The balance has probably shifted now cos im gettin older, shouldnt i be waking up rate early and doin all that shit older people do? My dad gets up at like 6 every morning even sundays.. The guys mad i tell ya. I suppose i still do things that make me more tired than your averige joe. Like abuse myself regulary 🙂

    Anyway, sleep. Goin to a BBQ tomorrow, and i havent got to work till saturday night which is a bonus. Woo! A friday i can finally look forward to!

  • As time ticks on..

    As time ticks on, a pattern emerges,
    I get quite depressed, my image submerges,
    For no real reason, im always unhappy,
    Pissed off with work, and where i live is just crappy,
    Been stuck like this now, for quite some time,
    Cant blame any one, my life is mine,
    And like i seem to be telling, a lot of my friends,
    Life is for living, but that all depends,
    On the card’s you’ve been dealt, and your chosen hand,
    Are you making the correct long term plans?
    I always wanted, the best of the best,
    I wanted to succeed, and prove wrong the rest,
    But now my aims have declined quite rapidly
    Gone from big conglomerate, to round the world traveling,
    And i guess the long wait, until im twenty five
    Is adding to the depression, I suffer in my life
    But if im honest the time will fly
    It wont be long until im saying goodbye
    And you’ll have no more Olstar to say hello too
    Oh my god, what’s the world gonna do?

    Heh..

  • Urggg.. Ate.. Too.. Much..

    Ok, so i lost my bank cards didnt i. I last saw one of them the day after i went out last week. The other, fuck knows.. Ive looked for them for 3 days, and this morning i rang up canceled them and ordered some new ones. Now, not having a bank card or a car that works properly means i havent been able to draw any of my money out. Which has meant ive not been able to buy.. Anything! And thats actually meant me eating very little for 3 days. I was starving – and i mean STARVING by the time i got home from work tonight.

    Lucky for me my wonderful father picked me up, and took me for a steak. Then as id told him id lost my cards, he proceeded to give me £30 to keep me going. I love my dad hes great. Ill give him the cash back like, much to his shock id imagine 🙂

    And ontop of a steak, me and scott went to asda and i bought a pizza, which i nearly ate all of. I feel so fat now. I could be sick…. *ralf*

    Ive kinda been negleting my resoncibilities recently. Especially this week. I put it down to me feeling kinda depressed at the mo – a subject i dont want to bore myself, or anyone reading this – of any more. Ive also been very busy, so its hard to do too much and still find time to sit back and chill.

    I gave blood today, something i think everybody should do. You’d all want blood if you were in a car crash or something. So dont be gay and scared of needles that dont even hurt. Get signed up or something!

    www.blood.co.uk