Author: Olly

I feel really pissed off that i dont keep my blog updated much any more. Id probably be a lot better at it if i had internet at home, but then id probably never be off it!

To be hoenst we’d have internet by now, if NTL had laid wires down my street. But they havent,  so im stuck with the option of having BT, and i refuse to pay for a land line and not use it! Im kinda glad i didnt go on NTL, as now they have been bought out by virgin, i have a feeling Sky might make some moves and try and dominate the home entertainment industry.

All thats left is for Tesco to buy Google and Virgin, then Tesco will own everything!

I was at a very low point last night. Me and dave are doing great and the business is going from strength to strength. The only problem is getting paid. We have to (obviously) wait for people to pay us from jobs we have done, its such an annoying process. Its kinda how business is tho, there isnt a lot we can do apart from remind people to pay us.

I mentioned the fact i was feeling shitty to a very good friend of mine, and she basically told me to take a step back and assess the situation that im in. And i guess when i weigh things up im in a better position than some people.

I just want to be able to buy a mars drink when i want one 🙁

Thats not too much to ask is it?

1 Mars drink?

I darent ask my mum for help, or my dad. They have bailed me out enough times as it is. And there isnt realy anyone who can help me out financially apart from them.

Hopefully, one day in the future i will look back and laugh at the predicaments i get myself in. And belive you me, the people who have helped me, supported me and stuck by me will be rewarded massivly!

To be honest, apart form my amazingly wonderful girlfriend, its only my friends that keep me from going insane.

Sionara!

That sounds like some kind of war memorial day, where we should wear poppies, or have a minutes silence or something. But, as you’ll probably know, im on about valentines day. It is supposed to be a day where people inform other people that they like them – in secret! But instead its become a day where lovers spend loads of money on each other.

In my opinion you should your treat your other half as often as possible, and you should cook them food and have cosy nights in all te time. Not just one day a year! Last valentines week was not a pleasant one for me. I split up with my ex girlfriend, and i was at a very low point in my life.

One year on i have nearly everything i could ever want in my life. I have a mint house, and i live with a mate who i get on awesomely well with. I have a business with my bitch ass business partner and partner in crime Mr Burns. I have a gorgeous girlfriend of whom i love very much, and… Ok. thats it for now but slowely the pieces of my life are falling into place.

People talk about money like its the most important thing ever, in fact i have even gone on and on about money in the past. I guess its just cos im scared of falling into the debt trap again, but in reality money isnt really that important. I have hardly ANY money at the moment, im literally running on air – but i still walk around with a smile on my face and i still have fun with my friends.

It would be nice to be loaded, but its not the most important thing in the world is it. 🙂

The V Day Dinner – Cooked by my very hands…

Also, the weather is starting to get warmer now. I have come to the conclusion that spring going into summer is my favorite time of the year. I love seeing the new plants coming through the ground, and the new leaves sprouting from the dark and empty trees. Its great. I also love the hot weather, but i really miss the snow. I had so much fun -and i bet it doesnt snow like that again for YEARS!

And in regards that other thing, i’ll be fine. I jsut get paranoid. I have spoken to my angel about it and she couldnt of been more reassuring. 🙂

Anyway, i hae a website to work on.

Peace out.

First things first man you’re fuckin with the worst,
I’ll be stickin pins in your head like a fuckin nurse,
I’ll attack any nigga who’s slack in his mack,
Come fully packed with a fat rugged stack,
Shame on you when you stepped through to,
The Ol Dirty Bastard straight from the Brooklyn Zoo.

Ol’ Dirty Bastard
November 1968 – November 2004

I dunno why i felt the need to pay my repescts once more to the great ODB. It actually came about cos i had the above lyric in my head and thought it was a great way to open a blog entry. He was a underrated rapper – one of the best – and he will be missed forever.

He’s being kept alive by such people as Mark Ronson as in ronsons new album he remix’s Britney Spears’ “Toxic” and that has ODB samples in. I have a feeling that ODB will be one of the thoses artists you hear sampled in tracks for years and years to come.

Last night gemma told me something that shuold of been rewarded with “Congratulations” and stuff, but in actual fact i felt pretty shitty about it. She has made a deisision that is truely awesome, and will probably dictate much of the rest of her life, but as soon as she mentioned it i just felt shit, and felt like i may one day get left behind so she can further progress her career. I would be mortified, in fact id even go as far as to say it would completley destroy me – but -  i cant stand in her way. She has told me that she wouldnt leave me and that no matter where she has to go, that i could go with her.. And i would!

I guess i just always look at the worse possible outcome of every situation, so that im not often dissapointed…