Category: Weblog

  • Long weekend.. Part 2

    I hate it when i have 3 or so days off, as by the time i sit down to write about what ive done i have forgotten a lot of it. Im listening to a slow track by mary j and ghostface killah and its making me think that this weekend – although i cant remember it all – may be one of the last weekends where i can kick back without a care in the world.

    Ive obviously got TRAX next weekend, but after that im probably gonna be moving into a new home and goin deeper into the whole life thing. Ive worked out that based on the amount of money i get paid from MMX3 alone (which isnt really a shit load) i can afford to pay my debts, and afford a flat/house at £295 a month (+ bills). It leaves me a measly amount a week to live off, but hopefully with the stuff me and dave are doing and the security i can earn a bit more than that, and can afford to still have a few luxuries in my life, like food.

    Its gonna be very tough to start with. In fact if ive got to do it by myself, its gonna be VERY tough ALL the time. Im looking forward to it in some ways and not lookin forward to other aspects of it.. im gettin a bit fed up anyway with staring at things that constantly remind me of past relationships and happy times. I think i need a change, a new chapter in my life.

    Im just not lookin forward to being a pez for a bit. I hate the thought if not having any money to buy things to cheer me up – like mars drinks – and having to stay in bored cos i have no cash to wax on crap.

    Ah well, its not for a few weeks yet. Trax next weekend which should be interesting! There has been talk about people playing pranks on other people within and outside the club. I just hope things dont turn sour, and the people being pranked see the funny side of it. I dont care what people do to me – unless they fuck with my trainers – then blood will be spilled. Savvy? 😉

    Il write more about my weekend tomorrow when i review my photos, as im really tired and really cannot remember anything about the weekend at this moment in time.

    Sionara.

  • MySpace Errors!


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    This error has been forwarded to MySpace’s technical group.

    Ive googled the errors, and a few blogs come up talking about the fact myspace has grown too big for its own good. Ive not been able to log in at ALL today, and my profile has only JUST started working again! I have Noticed a lot of the Php tags are not working right too..

    Like you’d see NAVhome instead of Home, if you catch my drift? There does seem to be a lot missing.. But i guess with things like myspace and web forums, if its unavailable for a few days people soon move on and use other things. So they are probably trying to fix things while its live, which is going to cause errors like the ones i have witnessed.

    The only reason i like myspace, is becasuse i have found LOADS of old school mates, and LOADS of cool artists/actors etc.. It may be a bit chavvy, but when you get messages from school mates you’ve not seen in YEARS it kinda makes you stick around. Ive also got an american friend who worked with my mom for a bit, and a couple of people from mansfield who i dont know, but seem sound as a pound!

    I can’t find any official reports that myspace is being repaired, or any official press releases saying they are having problems. I can only find old articles from when the heat casued the data center to go offline earlier on in the year. If any one knows any different, then please comment 🙂

    Ive spoken to my friend today, as i dont think i can afford to live in a house by myself. He seems pretty up for moving in with me, i know we’d have a mad time! Just need to discuss it over the weekend, as i want to get out of there ASAP.

    It makes me wonder wether leaving MMX3 is a good idea too.. I WANT to, but i NEED money, especially if im supporting my own house. Ill give it some thought tongiht and see what me and dave can come up with.
    Life sucks 🙁

  • Evicted…

    Well. T’was only yesterday i was moaning about where i live, saying it annoyed me having to put up with someone as house trained as a 4 year old. Looks like i wont have to put up with it for much longer. I got in and gave him £10 that someone owed him, then appologised for smoking on his precious leather sette’s – TO which he replied “Id like you to move out”. He claims he cant handle having someone else living there any more, and that its to blame for a lot of the stress in his life. Hmm.. Me thinks hes using it as an oppertunity to get rid of me as i dont really do much shit wrong. Fuck it tho, im not fighting my case – i know when im not welcome.

    I thought about moving in with mason, it would be pretty much the same boat im in now in the sence id have freedom and my own little space – BUT id still be living under someone’s rules. So ive decided to push the boat out and look for a flat of my own. I have seen one that  would be able to afford and viewing for it starts 1st september. So i could maybe go see it on the 4th if its still available. IM gonna ring up today.

    It came as quite a shock when he blurted it out last night, he says he doesnt want us to fall out – and im not gonna fall out with him. I guess there comes a time when a guy wants to roam about in the buff and be able to do anything and everything and not have to worry about what someone else is gonna do/where someone else is gonna be etc. I know there are times where i just want to be alone, most of the time in fact. But if im being honest this has come a bit too soon for my liking..

    I told my mum and she instantly said i could go back to live with her. I should jump at the chance, it would mean i could save a lot of money – but i have a double bed, a desk and LOTS AND LOTS of stuff. I cant get rid of it now its cost me too much money. And i know that if i go back there will be the same problems we had before, i would feel 16 again – curfew’s n shit..

    Im gonna do some maths, and work out what living in a flat would cost me. And work out how many 12 hour shifts id need to do in a week to successfully cover my bills.. The flat ive seen is 3 bedroomed.. Maybe i could get a lodger? 🙂

  • Av it!

    Thats what i think to my fixed penalty notice! fuckers! (i will pay it like…)

    I forgot to mention that fee and holie paid for everything last night, so thanks for that you two! Its good to know i have friends who will do things like that. Me and hol havent exactly had the most flowery past, but recently ive started to get on with her very well. Shes become a good addition to my female friends group. Fee is, well.. Ive never quite met anyone who’s vocabulary is quite as full on! She makes me laugh a lot, and seems to know a lot about law and other useful stuff. They said they would come and rescue me next time im stranded on a securty shift. That is good to know tbf, cos i often need rescuing.

    Err, yeah.. i just wanted to post a pic of me skinnin up on my fixed penalty notice.. Ha!