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In months, ive gone massivly overdrawn. Fuck. Another £35 fucking charge. Its robbery. I actually rang my bank up not too long ago and complained tha the charges were preventing me from ever being able to get out of the hole i was in. Debt is the most vicious circle of all.

I do get paid tomorrow, but i have still got to get through today with no food or anything. I could of done with filling my car up too. Ah well. Maybe if the weathers actualyl nice this afternoon, ill find the time to go to my caddy and do a few bits and bobs to that. I know i cant do much, but if i just get the engine back together, and maybe wack some jump leads on it. Ill see if i can start it up.

Kinda getting really stressed out at the minute, i need to get a few sites finished SOON as then ill get paid from them etc. Money = savings = travelling = happy.

After something like 3 or 4 days pretty much staring at a computer screen, i go straight ahead and work two 12 hour security shifts. One saturday daytime and one sunday day time. Its 1/4 to eleven and im absalutley shattered. I should of gone to bed hours go really, im never gonna feel 100% for work tomorrow. Burnout! &*^”*()^error
Although ive not really done much but sit in a portacabin, walk round a bit and watch films and make websites -  ive still managed to have some kind of a weekend. Allbeit a small one. And as small as it may of been, it was one of the best evenings ive had in months. And the night was made so special by a certain someone whos really brighteneing a recent dark patch of my life up.. 🙂
Meh. im tired. Brain has actually stopped functioning properly now and im struggeling to even move my fingers – so ill waffle some more tomorrow.

Woh! What a fakcing crazy couple of days! First i had the masssive task of rebuilding the Maxxd.com site.

I did that, and just as i was about to have a VERY early ngiht, i got dave aslking me to help him with something.

I started speaking to him, and it appeared that the old co-owner of a rival site of ours (donnycruise.com) had fucked off, and left them int he shit.

I have NO idea what caused the problems that they were having, it was like somsone had stolen their domain name and were pointing it to a totally different server.

Anyway, i tracked down and fixed theri site for them, all bar one error which i couldnt sort for the life of me. Its made me realise how much i actualyl know when it comes to things like that.

Anyway, im not going anywhere near a pc tonight. I think ive earned a night off.

I like to ruffle feathers. I like to cause arguments, and i like to piss people off. So i just had to wear my Trinidad and Tobago top today for work. Why? Becasue england play T&T today, and roughtly everyone apart from me is wearing an england top.

This whole world cup season is bullshit. No one likes living in this god damm awful country unless the footy’s on. Then every man and his dog is flying england flags, wearing england tops, making any random white surface into a st georges flag. Well its all bullshit. I remember reading an article in the newspaper, it was just after or the day after St Georges day, and something like 2 out of the 10 royal places that really should of been flying the St Georges cross, were not!

And yet, as soon as a bunch of overpaid football players fly out to a 7 star hotel in germany to get waited on hand and foot, and then go and kick a ball around – the entire english population go out and buy everything they can with a red cross on it. I even saw Ltd editon England Stanley tape measures in peggs. I mean, come on people. If your gonna be patriotic, then be patriotic all the time, not just when it suits you – or when its fashionable.

Rock On! 🙂