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Yes folks, for the first time in a very long time, i remember some of the dream i had whilst alsleep last night. It wasnt like some people – in the sence i cant remember it flowing like a film or a tv programe, i just remember bits and bobs, and at one point i snoozed my alarm, lay back down and carried on from where i left off!

I think it was because i wasnt very stoned when i went to bed. I was just tired and depressed. I think i might try and have a few days off the weed, cos im not exactly very happy at the mo, and it only makes me worse. I have an issue im my life, and i think its me being totally paranoid, but im not ruling anything out. Im not going into detail cos this is something i do mind people knowing. Like i said its probably just me being majorly paranoid and if i did say something about it id probably make myself look stupid.

I recon im stuck in limbo again. Ive turned boring again. My life doesnt change, or get exciting any more. Whats happening to me? I think it might be the weather and the fact the end of the year is drawing closer. I know that the end of this year brings a lot of cool things, i.e. i leave work. But the end of the year also means xmas time, and all that jazz.. Now xmas is cool n everything – no one is gonna knock a week off, i just dont enjoy the season. Everyones celebrating an occasion that they dont belive in. Xmas is all about santa, presents, and spending insane amounts of money – where it should be a religious festival for people who belive in that shit. We shouldnt give presents, and buy the love of our friends and family, we should give to the needy or something. That would make me a lot happier than receiveing a load of crap that i dont fucking want.. Im not religious at all, and i wouldnt be bothered if they got rid of the holiday all together. Hey, that way i mgiht actually get a birthday where i dont get presents wrapped in xmas paper!

I best try and find some work to do now then. I have no white material, so i cant really do anything at all. Ive drank two cups of hot chocolate and its not even 10oclock yet! Its gonna be a long, shit (cold) day!

Today i did, nothing. I got up when i couldnt sleep any longer, woke. Wake and bake. Watched some tv. Dozed off. Woke up. Watched more tv, etc etc. If im honest, its the first time i had NOTHING to do, for an entire day. I did go on my pc for half a hour while i had my breakfast, but nothing too stressful.

I was going to break my day of nothingness by going out with H for a bit, then goin to daves pub after that. But i was rung up by work and had to do a shift 8-12. It wasnt long hours and i needed the money..

And I had been thinking earlyer on when i was handing hard earnt cash over in exchange for a bag of plants that it would be wonderful if i could just make some money today. A little bit of cash so i dont have to take any more money out my account to settle some little debts. And low and behold, as i was walking back from getting the key for the security office at work, my boss handed my £30 and kinda made a remark that suggested i didnt put this down on my time sheet. 😉 It was almost a wish come true!

I got home and did, nothing. 🙂 Watched “Its all about the Benjamins” – which is absalutly brilliant from start to finish 🙂 One of the best days off ever officially! Im about to go and get my sleep on, peace out brothers ‘n sisters 🙂

EDIT – And i won £4 on a scratch card! Camon’ stinky!

Im tired and i want to go to bed! I have run out of the material i print on @ work, which means i can only do the printing side of the printing and pressing part of my job. So that basically means gradually printing shit out onto huge rolls of paper..

Like this..

And sitting staring into space..

Like this…

And generally fucking about with either websites, or cool shit i have on my desk..

Shit like camo netting…

As you can probably tell, im bored.. I think ill do karls site after ive been to the loo and aimlessly walked about for half a hour or so. I might go lock myself in a room and practise breakdancin’ 🙂

Break it down!

I think there is something about this server that is cursed. Ever since we have moved to it, ive had fuck all but problems with it. For example..

Today, i spent HOURS re-building my gallery. I had to remake EVERY single folder, and re-add EVERY single picture. It was a pain in the arse, but i thought that if i used a nice fresh clean install of G2, and built it from scratch, id be sound. Oh how fucking wrong i could be! I set it up, and it was all working great. Then a few hours later it was fucked. I had changed NOTHING. daniel had changed NOTHING on that account, it was fucking STUPID!

Ive kinda fixed it now, but im not fucking letting it do shit like that. Im gonna find me a better gallery for my olstar page. I only started using their fucking galleries cos they claimed to be able to accept shit straight from nokia phones. And ive never got that working.. so fuck them!!

Maxxd is having another overhaul, daniel is really working hard to make it exacttly what we need. The next stage for him is to intergrate the gallery, hes probably gonna migrate away from G2 tho, onto something like coppermine, as G2 is just, well gay!

I ploughed thru some of the outstannding work i have today. Finished the Amen Corner Site, Made a proper start on the K-Tintz one, and thought about what i could do for the ghettro gallery solution. Hopefully i can get karls finished this week, then ghettro one next week, and them in sorted. *Phew!*

Hometime soon, im gonna try and blag a lift because i feel so weak its untrue. My legs wobble when i walk! 😆