Category: My Past

  • There’s always one bad prawn cracker.

    Work was insanely stressfull today. It was too hot, too humid, and just plain wack. I couldnt wait to get the fuck out of there. It had been raining for quite a lot of the day too which meant stuff was supposed to cool down – but i didnt untill i was home and had my shirt off for about an hour. Then i was fine.

    Wardo pointed out on maxxd that british people tend to complain when its shit weather, and then complain when its good weather. And hes damm right in saying that. Its not as complicated for wardo tho, cos he’s a skinny ass mo fo 😉 but us big bastards do feel the heat a bit more. But i tend to prefer the hot months. If any of us spent enough time in a foreign country we would become climatized to that area and you’d be sound.

    Air con at work will sort all my problems 🙂

    Oh and i have been itching to use some chopsticks again as i used some last night and they rule. So i tried my luck at a chow mein, which was a lot easier than the rice i had the previous night. I want to be able to use them for when i go there in my not to distant future! 🙂

  • The boring progression, of the human race.

    Its gone past twelve, and my minds still ticking
    Things on my mind, guess that im, kinda trippin
    Things i wanna do, that dont suit my lifestyle
    These things that ive wanted, for such a long while
    Its down to me, and motivation,
    Its complicated, and devestating
    Im pretty useless, to say the least,
    cant motivate my-self, to brush my teeth
    Never mind learn something, thats so hard
    Its either all the way, or dont even start
    But i will reach, what im aiming after
    Even if, it ends up in laughter
    Time to sleep now, this chapters done
    Work in the morning, that should be fun
    I look forward to it, like a punch in the face
    The boring progression, of the human race.

  • Summertime

    I think its safe to say summer has started. I woke up on saturday morning to find the sun blazing out side, and knowing i had no plans i went and bought sun cream and some drinks – set my laptop up outside,put daz’s carp bed down and layed in the sun for HOURS!

    I had kinda forgotten that i was supposed to go to mats housewarming party at 7, and i went to a BBQ at ste and stacys from 5 till about 8. It was nice to just chill out all day in the gorgeous sunshine.

    I arranged to meet helen agin, and we went for a walk round sherwood forest. It was really nice, we chatted for hours and eventually went back to mine where we chatted some more and called it a night. She went home about 1 and i went to bed. Helens not like other girls, and i respect her so much for that.

    Im off to my mums now to have sunday dinner. Some american guy is over for metalbox and is working with kev so he’s there for dinner too. Should be cool to see what he thinks of our summer!

    And my head is peeling 🙁 from sunburn lol

  • Not enough hours..

    I need to do something about my dramatic mood swings. I cant wait to have a stress free life as that will iron out most of them. I just seem to have people asking/requesting stuff from me all day. Im supposed to be a digital printer and designer at mmx3, but instead im a full time maxxd.com admin, and a part time mmx3 worker. And to be fair its pissing me off. I need longer days, or i need to work like 4 days a week or something. There isnt enough hours in the day for what i need to do. Or is the problem that i take on too much at once?

    I try and burn the candle at both ends, and work loads and play loads. I cant remember the last time i had a nice relaxed night to myself. I always end up on my computer answering requests from the many people that seem to request stuff. Like dave bless him, hes trying to do various things on the internet and not gettting that far with many of them. Now hes MORE than capable of learning, but trys to rush and do too much at once – my theory is start from the bottom up, and take your time with it. Rushing doenst do anyone favors – plus rushing stresses you out, well it does me anyway. Even when im rushing to put my socks on i lose my temper 😀

    Im gonna spend half a hour on the websites im making. See if i can get something up that looks half decent to show people. P.s. stace and mush, your tops have been taken back to PnP to be sorted 🙂