Category: My Past

I have a post-it note on my desk that makes me sad everytime i look at it.

Yes thats right, me and dave are being taken to court by someone who used to be our friend. There was a mix up and some te-shirts got ordered and made by an old friend – danny – for maxxd.com. Now both dave and sy deny ordering them, and danny is siding with sy when he says dave ordered them. But my problem with that is dave worked for PnP for about 5 years, and KNOWS how much promotional clothing should be. The fact that the cost of these was about twice what we would normally pay – makes me think dave really did have nothing to do with it. And although sy has been known to tell a few porkies, the last time i checked he was a pretty sound guy and even he wouldnt be stupid enough to order nearly 2 grands worth of shit with no way of paying it back.

So that makes me think danny kinda took it on himself to think of the quantity? All we could ever get out of them in regards who ordered what, is “dave said he had sold 50 of them” – But that doesnt mean order 130 does it!

Anyway, i dont know if im looking forward to the court hearing or not. In my eyes me and dave have done nothing wrong, and have been lumbered with another one of Sy’s fuckups – becasue deep down he has to be to blame. After all it was him who designed them, and gave the design to danny to make. Even if he didnt tell him how many to make in my eyes he still had the most involvement in the situation.

I guess we’ll see on tuesday. Im gonna go in and tell the truth. As i have nothing to hide. I just hope Sy doesnt testify against us – TBH i dont think he would be able to do that. If he does then i must of got to know the wrong sy for the duration of our 18 year friendship. Kinda makes me feel sad knowing 18 years of being mates has been thrown down the pan becasue of a few fucking teeshirts.

I guess me and dave should make sure we have everything we need prepared for the court hearing. As we dont want to go in there unprepared like im hoping danny is.

Helen picked me up again tonight. I love not having to drive its ace. We didnt know what we were doing or where we were going but we set off and somehow ended up on black rock. We just seem to talk and talk. Its crazy, i have so much in common with her – i think im doing her head in when i waffle on about things but she just listens and listens and does seem like shes interested!

And im seeing her again tomorrow, which is good. I think scott is coming round to look at my clio for me after work, but im not going out till about 8 anyway so im not gonna clash or anything.

We have been saying we should spend a weekend together, somewhere where there is just us. And seeing as H said she has always wanted to go to rome (and the flights are SO cheap) we have decided thats where we are gonna go. I shouldnt imagine we will need much more than £100 each, maybe a little bit more to make the weekend that little bit more special.

I also remembered that i need to fill out my passport form, as i havent had a valid UK passport for years and if im going to go travelling – im going to need one!

If i can get the outstanding jobs out the way – well, the major ones anyway – then i would safely say my life is going pretty well at the moment. I am overworking myself and i get frustrated and angry and i know that makes the life of my work collegues difficult cos they dont know how to take me sometimes.

This go’s out to all my friends, co-workers and collegues (especially dave)

Im a stressed person, and computers and hasstle stress me out more. And when im stressed out i take things out on people – usually the wrong people. And for this i am sorry. I am fully aware of my mood swings, and fiery personality – and becasue of this when im 25 im going to lead a stress free life for a few years. Until that date im afraid your gonna have to put up with it – although i will attempt to right the wrongs in my life that lead me to the stress driven states.

Anyway, bedtime.. Im gonna do the blogroll and visit everyones blog before i sleep..

Peace.

How can i love the internet so much, and yet dispise it so much too? I love the fact i have unlimited information at my fingertips. I hate the fact it seems like ive seen it all. I love the fact i can search and find any image or any video or any program i want, i hate the fact i get an email every 5 seconds that is asking me to do something that i cant be arsed to do. I love the fact i record all my personal life on here, yet i hate having to sit and think of stuff to write. I love being admin, and having responcibility and job satisfaction, i hate baing admin becasue of the requests, and moaning and issues you have to deal with. I Love the internet, but i hate it SO much.

Garbeld, badly spelt and not punctuated properly… but i dont care!

Without really realising i have started doing a few pushups and situps before i go to sleep. I did it to try and ease the pain i had in my stomach a few days ago. I thought if i used my stomach muscles a bit then the feeling like i had my ripped my chest open would go away.

Anyway, i have started to notice a difference already, and im gonna keep it up – and who knows i might even end up going for a run! WOhhh steady on a bit… 😀

I should really go to sleep now. I get to see helen again tomorrow so the sooner i sleep the sooner tomorrow will come. Bangin’

WEBSITE NEWS FLASH

• My adidas superstar forum is ROCKETING! We have so many new signups now, and we have become quite a pest to the fake sellers on ebay who flood the pages with fake Ltd edition works of art.. We have already forced ebay sellers to let what they thought were gonna be lil gold mines – end up going for peanuts after a few relists.. 😉
• Maxxd.com is up and working great, got to add some feature car stuff but thats not gonna be to difficult.

Bangin. Just got to get these pesky websites im making out the way and i can finally chill the fuck out!

Goodnight 🙂