Category: My Past

First things first man you’re fuckin with the worst,
I’ll be stickin pins in your head like a fuckin nurse,
I’ll attack any nigga who’s slack in his mack,
Come fully packed with a fat rugged stack,
Shame on you when you stepped through to,
The Ol Dirty Bastard straight from the Brooklyn Zoo.

Ol’ Dirty Bastard
November 1968 – November 2004

I dunno why i felt the need to pay my repescts once more to the great ODB. It actually came about cos i had the above lyric in my head and thought it was a great way to open a blog entry. He was a underrated rapper – one of the best – and he will be missed forever.

He’s being kept alive by such people as Mark Ronson as in ronsons new album he remix’s Britney Spears’ “Toxic” and that has ODB samples in. I have a feeling that ODB will be one of the thoses artists you hear sampled in tracks for years and years to come.

Last night gemma told me something that shuold of been rewarded with “Congratulations” and stuff, but in actual fact i felt pretty shitty about it. She has made a deisision that is truely awesome, and will probably dictate much of the rest of her life, but as soon as she mentioned it i just felt shit, and felt like i may one day get left behind so she can further progress her career. I would be mortified, in fact id even go as far as to say it would completley destroy me – but -  i cant stand in her way. She has told me that she wouldnt leave me and that no matter where she has to go, that i could go with her.. And i would!

I guess i just always look at the worse possible outcome of every situation, so that im not often dissapointed…

Friday evening came around.. and the weather was looking like this…

We then took the afternoon off, to go and make snowmen.

We got to masons house, and started playing in the snow.

We kept rolling….

We were aiming to build a snowman bigger than the centre parks lot’s 7ft snowman..

And we did!

I went to see my dad and my girlfriend, the roads were terrible on the way to my popz. I had to push a van out of my dads road as it was blocked!

The snow was 6 maybe 7 inches deep in places!!!!!

The the next day the snow started to clear… 🙁

This was our snowman in the back garden, he was about 6ft, now he’s dead. 🙁

The day after i went in asda and i hit a guys car, it did nothing to mine, and knocked his back bumper off and cracked it. He has been quioted £500, i laughed. He is now going to BnT and they are gonna help me get it sorted and out my hair.. NOT what i needed right now!

Then i picked up KO, and went for a random drive.

This tree looks like it came down in the bad winds we had a few weeks ago.

The next day we went for a random drive with Kris from donny cruise, he took his NAV down the desert. It was ret funny. It did fucking amazing to say its about 12ft long!

And after we had gone home after hours of trying to get a long wheel base truck out of the desert wardo had a call and laura had had a little bump and was a bit upset so we had to go out and rescue her.

It was a well random and pretty long weekend!

I have been thinking about the prison trip thingy that i suffored from last week, and i have put it down to a combination of being stoned and disliking blood and things under the skin. SFX dont bother me, i can watch people getting ripped apart and eaten in films. But when i see some guy who has tourettes move his head and show the cable that is running from his brain to a “Brain pacemaker” in his chest.. it made me feel ILL!

Im just gonna stay away from hospital/surgery related TV program’s 😆

Thanks to the people who were concerned.

Im not dead yet! 😆

If you have been following my blog for a few years, then you may remember me going on about a occurence whereby i was watching TV, something gross came on and i did some kind of crazy prison trip.

Well it happened again. 

It happened a lot slower last night tho, and it felt like something was stuck in my head, repeating, like a broken record. It was horrible. Again, everyone thought i was messing about but i wasnt. It lasted for about 2 mins, and eventually i came round and was aware of what i was doing again.

It was so scary.

I went straight home, and then threw up when i got home. I felt like shit all night afterwards.

People have been telling me to go and tell the doctor, but i cant. Im scared it will be something serious and ill lose my driving licence amongst other things.

Im gonna keep a note of when it happens, and if it happens often then ill have it looked at.

Money makes the world go round. For the last week or two i have personally been struggeling with money. As me and dave have gone into business, the cashflow is uneven and although we have plenty of work to do, and have done plenty of work – getting paid for that seems to be very difficult. This has caused all my finances to be tested, and has put me under a lot of stress these last few weeks.

I nearly went into arrears with my loan, and i have not been making full payments to mine and wardo’s house account. I have been watching what im paying in tho, and will make it up as soon as my financial status is slightly more stable.

Im not gonna let it get me down tho, as long as my loan and house are covered i dont really care. Car insurance, and phone bills can suck my hairy balls.

Oh, and Lloydstsb are a fucking bunch of twats. I will get my fucking charges back off you you blood sucking mother fuckers.

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