Author: Olly

i dont no what to think sometimes.. ive said b4 that i want a chick of my own, but i hardly see my friends and family so how do i fit a girl into my life as well? it would jsut get neglected and fail like before.. speakin of before.. i saw my ex girlfriend out the other night, and now all my emotions are all jumbeld up again, i still like her, always have done.. never been able to get her out my head.. but i dont want things to go the way they did b4.. as then it wud turn to shit..

arggghh people say that if a relationship is too hard work, then its not worth it.. then WHY do i still feel like this towards her?

my head hurts a lot :'(

work is meh at the mo.. hard and lots of it.. pretty much 7 days a week every week.. brought home like 360 quid last week tho, so it *is* worth it. dont no how long i can keep it up for tho.. and i tell you what, it has certainly taught me the value of money, cos i REALLY do work hard for it.. and ill never ever waste a day off again.. they are precious and few and far between!

good news! i bought some wheels for my caddy! 😀 yay! bought them off tibbzy, and i love em 🙂 14″ chromies 🙂 yay!

right now im waitin for shel-DON to come round with marajuana, so i can relax as i got work tomora and sunday at 6am.

mehhhhh o_0

..an angel decends from heaven and falls into my arms!

what are the chances of me meeting a girl, who doesnt even know what maxxd.com is, is ABSALUTLY gorgeous and likes me as much as i like her???

😀

ive seen this girl at work for a month or so now, weve chatted a bit, and i noticed a few smiles and stuff comeing from her, but i wasnt sure if she was just being nice. oh boy. i was major underestimating or something.

ive been trying to find her whan im out down mansfield as its a slightly more comfortable athmosphere than metalbox, and sure enough, she had dragged all her mates to coyote JUST to find me on sat night. as soon as i saw her in there we instantly clicked. we were kissing all night, i couldnt keep my eyes off her for a second. she stayed at mine sat night, but ive not seen er since then.

ok, ive been out with girls b4 (obviously) and ive ONCE thought i was in love b4, now im not sayin that i am, but.. i think i might be. she is everything i want in a girl, EVERYTHING.

i hope things dont go wrong, which tbh i cant see them doing. AND whats even better is that she actually works exactly the same shifts as me at the same place! so its not like my shitty once problem causing shifts will get in the way!

😀

its almost all too good to be tru. but it is true! and it is real!

im gonna get ready for work now, so i can see her again. oh her names nic 🙂

bye!

hello 🙂 well, where do i start?! went to sanctury at the weekend! omg it was amazing!! got there early and got in the que when it was ded small, we were right at the front it was ace! it was also freezin so we got cold, and wet 🙁 but as soon as the clock turned to [insert time event started] we were waved over and started goin into the arena!

fook nos what went on from here, i got ub0r mashed up and can remember not mcuh at all! i got pix and vids from the event tho, all available to download once daz buys a r00ter from pc fair on friday, and i get my laptop on the interweb.

started ma new job on monday, its pretty good, DED fuckin easy! easy fackin maney mavva facka!

gonna go pick up my fookin HUGE email list, 500+.. 🙁 will ad pics etc friday innit, untill them, holla back!

well, its my last day, i done a bit of work, nothign much tho. gonna leave here in about 15 mins, and as soon as i walk out the door im officially un-employed! onyl for a weekend like, but im still unemployed!

its bin an experiance, and a very valuable! learnt IT support that will benefit me for the rest of my life! i learnt customer relation skills, and also the runnigns of a business etc.

so thanks ancis (<- COMPANY NAME! I DONT WORK THER ANY MORE HAHA)

its bin fun, but now iu gotta go make some real money!

Got broadband today as well!

WOOP!

inaHO!