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Letting Go

Letting go of someone you love is always hard. And although i have ended this relationship myself, its still really upsetting me. The last thing i ever wanted to do was hurt nic, she is the only girl I’ve ever properly loved, and she is the only long term girlfriend i have ever had. But […]

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Heartache

I have finally aired my true thoughts to nicola. As much as i love her and care for her, we argue too much, and i just feel something isn’t right. So, i have ended it. Sooner rather than later. I feel really shit right now, and i imagine she feels the same. But i cant […]

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Valentines Day 2006

Valentines day. My work colleague came up to me and sort of shook his head at the fact i have made my girlfriend a valentines day card. Why? What’s wrong with that? Is it because i haven’t lined the pockets of some rich card maker? Is it because valentines day to some people is a competition? “lets […]

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What weekend?

Weekend? Pfft.. I had to get up very early on saturday, as kev (step-dad) was coming round to help me fix my clio. Well, i say help me, i he fixed it and i just held the torch and tools. He was a total life saver, cos as soon as he was done, i went […]