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I got home after picking up my rations for trax, and the carried my bags into the house. I put all my shit on the sides, as you do, and then went to put a few things in the freezer so they wouldnt go off. Now from day one we have had rules about space in the freezer, i have always had a shelf, when mat lived here he had one, and daz had one.

Obviously mat doesnt live here anymore – so daz can spill into the second shelf. I have no beef with that in the slightest. But all 3? And the fridge was about full, as were the cupboards. Ive never felt so un-noticed in my whole life. Its like he’d just forgotten i lived here or something? I managed to fit all my stuff in, but if i had bought a weekly shop id be screwed. Wardo, if your reading this – we need to sort something out ASAP!! :¬(

My night was improved by the time i got bathed etc. I had been let down by someone who was supposed to be getting our weed for the weekend, but i was soon sorted out and the night turned out to be a right laugh. I have been going out a hell of a lot more recently, and i think thats good for me as i do need to get out and see my friends more often, and its good so new members can find someone who will talk to them so they dont get made to feel unwelcomed.

I hate it when i hear people saying they came down but no one talked to them, its not hard to say hi to a bemused person whos stood in the corner on their own. I am guilty to not going over a few times, but its really hard as there is so many people i want to speak to and i get quite overwhelmed when there is a lot of people trying to talk to me at one time.

“I canny handle it captain! I just havent got the powerr!”

I have added plugins called Spam Karma and Bad Behavior to my blog, as reccomended by Lorrelle, a extremely helpful guy who replied to a post in my blog a few months ago. Spam Karma controls spam comments (ive been getting SHIT loads) and Bad Behaviour blocks spam bots from scanning my site. They both seem to be working great ! Thanks Lorrelle, Dr Dave and the people that make Bad Behavior! :¬)

Trax tomorrow, i have to be up very early! I will have SHIT loads of photos, videos and stories to tell when i get back. Its gonna be a mad one!

Peace out.

I have been invited to join a private adidas only forum. I feel so honored!

My mate told me about it, but i wasnt sure if id get asked to join..

I got my email today! Woo!

Every so often, i see myself getting totally uninteresting. I have had my “Write new post” page open ALL day, and i just couldnt think of anything to start it off with! Ive not really done anything apart from go out with scott in the car. My days are becoming a blurr of similarity.

After trax me, scott and ko have said we’ll stop smoking weed (bwhahaha) If we all try and do it, then its gonna be easier. As if i try and quit alone, scott has some.. or ko.. And visa versa. If we ALL quit, and help each other fill the empty voids of time  that willl suddenly occur, we should have a better chance of actually quitting.

I dont really wanna quit for my health, i wanna quit for financial reasons. If im gonna be renting a house then im gonna need to be very tight with my money. Which means no more subways.. no more weed.. and no more trainers 🙁 I just hope i can get someone to move in with me as then i can split the bills 2 ways and it makes it a hell of a lot easier to live.

My heads up my arse in regards women and relationships at the moment. I want a girlfriend, but i dont want to go thru a traumatic breakup in a few years when i decide to do one. I guesss like stu said on a comment – 3 years is a long time for a relationship to develop, and thats plenty of time for it to fuck up 😆 But knowing me it wouldnt, it would go swimmingly, then id have to break both my heart and the heart of some girl as i board the train destined for the middle of knowhere.

But that doesnt mean i cant be happy, right? I guess i could always travel with a girlfriend, but TBH id be scared to do that in case something happened to her, or in case i met the woman of my dreams half way round the world. But whos gonna want to go out with someone, knowing they are not gonna be around for long. There has to be someone?

I miss those moments chillin out with someone sprawled all over me. I miss the walking round and holding hands. I miss the companionship of a female in my life. But should i try and hold these things off so that i dont get to attached?

Fuck knows.

Ok, so looking at my pictures makes me remember what we were doing most of the weekend. Friday was a drissly afternoon.. Was out int eh car with scott, and IIRC we were all trying to find weed. Most of the afternoon was spent tryignt o track some greenage down. I dont even think we managed to in the end, its dry as a bone!

Saturday was the day of my MOT, so i had to get up fairly early. After i had finished that i went back home and started looking for somewhere else to live on the internet. I then of course got sidetracked and ended up posting crap on one of the many sites in affiliated with – like always 🙂 Then me and dave went to Asda, and we moosed about for a few hours visiting local parks, just bummin about (oh, we’d found weed by that stage 🙂 )

It was then time for me to work, i was in notts at some new housing estate just near john fox audi. If im honest it was the scaryest shift ive ever done. I dont like notts, i dont trust it. Especially when im cooped up in some site containing lots of stuff that was worth nicking. All i heard all ngiht was sirens. Police, Fire and ambulance. And when i say all night, i mean ALL NIGHT. One after the other, constantly!

Sunday was a cool day, i got home in the morning from doing my shift, and went to bed till 12pm. Scott woke me up ringing me saying he was outside. I fell back to sleep, scott woke me up again – but this time i got up and let him in. I got ready, and was finding it very hard to wake up. In true stoner style tho, i waked and baked – and by the time we got to the M1 i was wide awake and raring to go. It was the source show you see. They have one every year and it always rules.

We spent a few hours there, and the headed off back to wards the direction of mansfield, then we decided to go to skeg – so headed off in that direction, but just before we got to the toll bridge we changed ourt minds and drove back towards mansfield. We then went to my hosue so i could get ready, and headed off to LSOM.

Was a good turnout, and the only downside was that it rained! Where the hell has summer gone? 🙁

Then monday. Monday monday monday. bank holidays for me are either made up of work, or NOTHING. I ended up tidying my room, and cleaning trainers. 🙂 I relaced some of my superstars, as i wasnt sure if i liked the arrangement i had goin off. Timmyroob came round and talked about his travelling – it made me green with envy! The thigns he was talking about, and the places/people he had seen and met just sounded amazing. I want to go ASAP, maybe i should try and save enough money to pay my debts off early, and just bum my way around this huge planet of ours? Hitchiking and sneaking on to trains 🙂

Off now to do some “work” – nearly time to go home, then i really must sleep for a hour to take the edge off!