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And im still cut up about nic. I heard once it takes half as long as the length of your relationship to fully get over someone. And im thinkin thats probably true.

I text her today cos i owe her some money, and we chatted for a bit. She seems ok, said she is close to someone she went to school with, whcih is good. I was afraid she might of gotten back into her old ways – but it sounds like she hasnt which is great. Although it wouldnt be hard for her to hold back a few truths from me. After all, what reasons has she got for being truthful with me?

Im officially never going after a girl again. If they want me then they can do the chasing, as i just cant be doing with it. I dont want to get involved with someone and then fuck myself up when we break up. But on the flip side i really want someone to talk to, and share those moments with that can only be shared with someone you feel 100% comfortable with.

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Woo! Its my second wednesday of the week, and i feel pretty good today. I have been worrying that our new canopy for maxxd.com wouldnt be finished in time, but criag has actually put it on the worksheets – and as long as i got it pressed, it will be made up the DAY b4 i go next week!!

Ive just this minute finished printing it, i have to re-print one roof panel as there is some fading on it, then its sorted! Its gonna look so cool when its up.

I forget how much retarded spelling mistakes piss me off. A girl on maxxd has just commented on how she “brought” a corsa. A quick visit to dictionary.com backed up the differneces between brought and bought, and i pointed it out to ehr i her post. Ill probably be grilled for it, but i couldnt give a flying fuck. Its ONE extra letter that isnt required, and it changes the meaning of the word completly! I am aware i make shit load of spelling mistakes, but mine are due to me typing too fast, and not checking back thru things properly.

Hahaha, i have just been on dannys site. Im not going to give him the benifit of linking to it, as more people probably view this than they do go on his site. Anyway, there is some bullshit phrase scrolling across the top, and it reads something like

“one day a man had an idea, it was about a new breed, you could say this rebel breed, where people didnt fight and fuss…”

Ahahahaha, so this is your tag line is it danny? So why are you taking someone to court who you have known for a good 10, 15 years? Why did you decide to bestow this 1500 debt upon people you considered your friends? Because sy and dave both deny ordering that amount, so who did set the final figure in stone? I belive it was you danny – if you had been honest, or not being stupid and ordered that amount, then none of this would of happened.

Im kinda pissed off at the mo. Daves leaving to go down and live with his dad, and he keeps going on about this and that and whats he’s gonna do for maxxd when hes down there etc. I dunno, i have a feeling there will be no dave after a while. Simply because ive got a feeling he’s gonnahve a milion oppertunitys thrown at him , and i know dave. He wont turn one of them down. So maxxd will sink further and further back in his mind. I mean, untill he quit at phones4u he hardly had any time to spare for maxxd, whats it gonna be like when he’s at least 100 miles away? I should be happy – but im not.

Djb is leaving too, which means no PHP help. I really need to learn it, so im gonna go away now and do just that.

Today, most of the day, i have thought it was wednesday.

Its been quite bizarre, becasue i thought it really was wednesday – and because i thought it was wednesday for so long, when i had been informed it was tuesday i kept forgetting i had been told, and still thought it was wednesday.

I was pretty gutted it wasnt wednesday too, as its the day i go out with scott in the evening in the car. I miss going out in my car and socialising with my maxxd.com buddys. Back in the portland days we were out all the time, every night without fail.

I wonder if things will ever be like that again? I like the show season, as that tends to bring the group a lot closer. I dont want people who are part of maxxd.com – not feeling part of maxxd.com, so we are gonna try and lay the camp site out at nationals so people dont feel left out or excluded. I know we cant make people like others, and we certiainly cant tell people who to be friends with – but we can help people get to know each other and eventually they will know each other and the community grows closer.

I guess we have quite a lot of responcibility, and quite a lot of power in the sence we can influence peoples desisions and help them make the right choices in life. By providing maxxd.com we provide something for people to “do” – and when newbies join saying they are gonna buy this and that we can remind them of the dangers of finance, and warn them about certain companies and products that in buying them/their serivices, would result in their money being wasted.

I just wish maxxd.com had existed when i was thinking of getting loans 😀

Im trying to stay awake for as long as possible, because i wont really have much of a sunday. What with working an all that.

Went to skeg with ko dave and scott today, it was awesome.

Id write more, but im honestly struggeling to think properly.

FUCK

A really beefy spider has just crawled down my desk right next to my hand, then dissapeared down a gap i couldnt see. I gased it out with BO buster and chucked a glass over it. then put a bit of card under and lobbed it out the window.

Its stupid really, i should of killed it. As i doubt it would survive falling 2 floors down onto concrete. Oh well.