Category: Rhymes

As we travel through this life, so hectic,
It moves so fast dont blink, you might miss it,
Paths lay down our feet, right before us,
Desisions to make, the plan is not flawless,
What do you do if you choose the wrong pathway?
A bad choice once, now seems like the right way?
And then one day for me, a pathway appeared,
I start to venture down it, dispite all that i feared,
And now i get to settle, all those questions on my chest,
Answer all those questions id abandoned and id left,
It feels funny going back, to something i had once neglected,
Think of then and in-between, and how it had affected,
My life my thoughts my dreams, and the pathway that i chose,
I thank the day that i got picked, to take my second go.
Peace.

Its gone past twelve, and my minds still ticking
Things on my mind, guess that im, kinda trippin
Things i wanna do, that dont suit my lifestyle
These things that ive wanted, for such a long while
Its down to me, and motivation,
Its complicated, and devestating
Im pretty useless, to say the least,
cant motivate my-self, to brush my teeth
Never mind learn something, thats so hard
Its either all the way, or dont even start
But i will reach, what im aiming after
Even if, it ends up in laughter
Time to sleep now, this chapters done
Work in the morning, that should be fun
I look forward to it, like a punch in the face
The boring progression, of the human race.

I feel it building inside my head, Wishing people around me dead
I want to push you all away, Be by myself, get out your way
I think i kid myself a lot, Say im happy, when im not
the fake smile i wear day by day, Will slowley fade, and go away
Then whats left is a tattered frown, By myself, no one around
Feeling sorry for myself, I brought all this upon myself.
I want to leave and go away, Find a new place where i can stay
A new life, that involves no stress, To get away from all this mess
Though, I often wonder to myself, Do i want power, cars and wealth?
Do i want a wife, and 3 kids?, Or shall i do the things god forbids?
I know one thing, that remains true, Ill always wonder about you
And wonder if we would of lasted? Stayed together until we were past-it?
But, i guess, ill never know this, Ill just hold tight to the things i most miss
Ill try and keep that fading smile, Upon my face, for a short while
I hope that one day you will thank me, And see what i did was not done lightly
Cos its crushed me too, please dont hate me, Although I dont blame you if you do hate me.

Im having a day like the ones we pray not for
Trying to learn but ive already forgot more
The simplest of tasks, just dont come out right
Im losing the faith, and simply losing the fight
Its strange cos tomorra it will all be normal
The work will be easy again not so abnormal
Ill just have to try and blag it through this after
And hopefully mark wont see my lil unplanned disaster. :/