Category: My Past

In less than half a hour, ill be a free man. I say free, but only free for one night. Then i have to go work for 60 hours again, and then back to work. I haven’t had a weekend for a while 🙁

Nicola put our xmas tree up last night, and has done a splendid job! It looks nice and classy, not trampy or tacky like a lot of trees are. The best tips to achieving a nice tree, and DONT crowd it, NO tinsel, and NO coloured lights – All it needs now are a few prezzies under it, and the xmas spirit will be complete!

Im gutted i have to work this weekend as its the un-official MMX3 xmas party. They are all going bowling, and i was meant to go. But unfortunately i cant.

I feel really tired right now. I have to stay up to watch the late night hollyoaks, because the storyline is proper gripping! – Anyway, i have some things troubling me at the mo. I feel as if im being torn in two. I obviously have my dreams and stuff, and i have plans for my own life, such as starting a business of my very own, and jet setting around the world in search of the freshest trainers or whatever. The stuff that’s troubling me tho, is probably gonna dictate what my next year is gonna be like.

I have been offered a position, as a CCTV operative. For the time being anyway. As the company grows (thor-security) i will (apparently) grow too. And the way duncan put it, he wants ME to run the CCTV part. He wants me to manage the CCTV staff, and be 1st line of support to the operatives if anything go’s wrong. – And if im being perfectly honest. I really really really want to take the job, as having no qualifications means career’s (rather than jobs) are hard to have. – And this would certainly be a good career.

And the way duncan puts it, once its up and running id have quite a lot of freedom to do my own thing, whether that may be the shop with dave, or a lil shop of my own. Or whatever.

All i know, is that if i do have a total change of job, and start heading towards running the CCTV side of things, that is gonna for a while be important, and 1st priority. Whereas me and dave are supposed to be starting this franchise very soon. But what i don’t want to happen, is me wait and wait and wait for this franchise, and it not happen. Cos if i pass this job opportunity off, because of the franchise, and then that doesn’t take off, then i am truly fucked.

The more this day go’s on, the more i can see me handing my notice in on the 1st day back after xmas. – Nothing personal to this company, but its small potatoes, i aint small potatoes!

up until about 10 min’s ago, i was fuming! – the post office had LOST my parcel! but i rang them to give them a bit more info and they had found it!!

now im a happy boy, and its home time! yay!

Today i have changed my 0lly.co.uk theme, as i was beginning to get bored with he last one. Again i have gone for simplicity, and ease of use. I don’t want fancy flashy shit, i did at one point, just not now. I want simply a site that displays my notes, and thoughts and ideas, in a nice simple layout. – I think i achieve that with this.

Alex has started sorting his blog out, he is using www.al3x.co.uk as his blog, and his other domains for other stuff. He’s a top lad, and me and him seem to get on well. I chat to him most days now on email, even if his wife/partner doesn’t like me. – I guess he has the same problem we all have, and that is that maxxd can become to involved, and too big a part of our lives.

Its true that is. I have had so many things fuck up for me over the years because of maxxd.com I don’t no where i would be today if we had never started it though. I certainly wouldn’t be in this job, i wouldn’t live where i do now, and i wouldn’t know half as many people as i do.

Its nearly xmas, and i never expected myself to be here as long as i have. I planned on stopping until me and dave got something sorted. Pfft, dave’s new job seems to be taking up so much of his time, i wonder if this will ever actually get done. – Ah well, at least i can do something with the trainers.,. Hmm.. what to do with trainers…

Since the last time i updated i have learnt…

Pug 502’s do exist

my gf has a sexy um

this plate rules

The xmas celebrations start this weekend. Got bowling with MMX3 on saturday, then i think in the week we going to the races, and then the weekend after its the maxxd annual xmas night out, and the list go’s on and on. Lets just thank someone i have done lots of work, and will have enough cash to have a good xmas! Me and my baby both deserve it, and i wont let anything or anyone get in the way! 🙂