Category: My Past

The fact that every time i close my eyes i see a pink O is enough to reassure me, that i really need to get out of here! Like I’ve said many a time, the job in itself is great and the people are brilliant. I just feel like I’m wasting my life!

Every other job i have done, i have had something clear to aim for. When i made pizza, i worked my way to the top of the list of preferred pizza makers. When i was at ancis, i went from junior college leaver techie, to senior techie and team leader. Even when i was at metalbox (crown specialty packaging) i went from basic packer, to a laborer. Yet here, it just seems so dead end. I know mark talked about the future, and that it will get better. – And i don’t doubt him for a second, i just don’t feel like being part of someone else’s team!

I want to make my own decisions, and make my own mistakes. I want to wake up in a morning knowing that it is up to ME to make MY money to live off. I know i don’t know enough about business to actually start one, but i bet id learn everything i needed to know, within the first year!

Life’s about taking risks. And this is one of them.

I guess the universe unfolded like it should. The guy who dressed up as a suicide bomber, was on bail. He was caught selling heroin, and crack. And because be did that whilst on bail, they have shipped him back off to jail . Which, no matter what angle you look at it from, is defiantly the best outcome. Of course now he is all apologetic, and there is quotes of him saying “what i did was wrong bla bla” yeah you piece of shit, you weren’t saying that 2 days ago were you!

The phrase “the universe usually unfolds as it should” is a brilliant phrase to keep in mind – its just a pain in the arse waiting for it to happen!

I realised today, that we live in a world that contains a LOT of un-stable people. Last week, there was a ferry crash in egypt. It sank, and only 380 people survived. Today i heard that families and friends of the ferry passengers, raided, smashed up, and looted the HQ for the ferry company in egypt. I mean, what the fuck? What exactly is smashing the place up gonna achieve? They were moaning that the number of people who have drowned and survived is unclear. Don’t you think if they knew they would tell you the exact number? A few weeks ago, some mining disaster took the lives of some miners. At first it was reported that they were all OK. Afterwards it was found only 1 was alive. People got sued for giving false information. So why would this ferry company risk getting into MORE shit, just to shut you guys up? Fucking Animals!

Another thing that has shocked me today, is the reaction of the muslims (i think that’s what they are) to the cartoons put in some danish newspaper. Here’s a quote about the cartoons “What good will it do to depict a prophet revered by hundreds of millions all around the globe as a terrorist, carrying a bomb under his turban?” Bwhahaha id of laughed hysterically.

Now, I don’t care what these 3rd world simple minded fucking loonatics want to do in their own country, but when they parade down the streets of london, dressed as suicide bombers! YES SUICIDE BOMBERS and carrying signs such as “Europe you will pay, your 9/11 will come” and “those who insulted Islam to be beheaded” I mean, what the fuck. For a start you jumped up idiots, we didn’t publish the highly amusing cartoons, so fuck off! take your signs and costumes and fuck off back to the country of which your family originated. Stop trying to change our country.

Now i just want to clear up a few things. I’m not racist. I only hate people who give me reason to hate them, whether they be black, white, yellow, brown, or whatever.

Now, for your viewing pleasure, the 3 printed racist cartoons. – you can protest against a newspaper, but not the WHOLE INTERNET!

[Picture one] [Picture two] [Picture three]

Its unclear what’s so racist about two of them, but one is certainly offensive lol!

What a weird week! I had monday, and tuesday off. Came into work wednesday, and had thursday off, and now here i am sat at work on friday afternoon. And its crap. Feels like its monday though, so as soon as it officially dawns on me that its friday, ill be buzzing. – During my days off i have started doing a bit of exercise too. I been on a bike ride and done some running. I took a few photos on my bike ride..

I have decided something has got to budge, as I’m stuck in limbo – i.e. the same shit every week, with no life progress. SO i have to either earn more money, or spend less money. Now I’m not a drinker, i don’t spend loads on my car anymore, i just like to smoke a bit of weed. SO i can safely say, that cutting down on weed isn’t the ONLY way to go.

Things are looking good for 2006. Adidas are releasing a shit load of new releases. And i think that 2006 will not only be the chinese year of the dog, its also the year of the SHOP! – I must start researching where i can find genuine adidas sneakers from, as the only places i can find sell fakes! and fakes are bullshit!

Only got about 20 minutes to waste now, ill use them up on the good old internet. Ahh….