Category: My Past

Everybody say hello to BOB the black moor goldfish, and MARLON the random gold-white-fish with a orange spot on his head.

My mother in law got them for me and gem as a 6 month anniversary present. I got home to find them swimming round in my fish bowl happy as pigs in shit!

I have never seen fish so energetic, they dart around the tank chasing each other and playing. Gem and her mum got them from Maidenhead Aquatics at the dukeries garden centre in worksop. They test their tanks every hour for infections etc, and you get a 7 day guarentee with the fish. The guarentee is just peace of mind though, as you can tell how healthy the fish are!

I had a fantastic night last night, me and gem ate a hand cooked olstar pasta speciality, then had a nice bath and moved my room round a bit as we are gonna decorate soon. It was nice to spend time with gemma, and gemma alone. No one rang me or bothered me. It was lovely.

Its nearly the weekend again, me and dave are busy as hell as usual – in fact i have work to do so bye bye 🙂

Well, for regular readers or visitors to my blog you’ll remember that back in september 06 i met a girl who changed my life completley. Just reading back to that time brings a smile to my face. The exact date that me and Gem got together properly was over shadowed on my blog by the fact the carphone warehouse had pissed me off beyond belief. But there is still a mention in there 🙂

Anyway, 6 months has passed since then, and things are still going great. Every now and then i do something that upsets Gem, and its down to me not thinking things through properly. But saying that, every now and then gem might say something that upsets me too. I guess neither of us are perfect. I messed up yesterday for example, but after i had explained and appologised she had forgiven me. Love, and being in a relationship is about forgiving and understanding – and we have that.

What i will say is that over the last 6 months i have felt myself get closer to Gem than anyone i have ever known. She has become my best friend, and is my soul mate. I talk to gem about the tinyest of things, and she doesnt ignore – she listens and gives her opinion. She has her own life too, and by that i mean her own career and hobbies. This sometimes means that i cant get a word in when we are talking. But i really like that, as i like listening to her. The conversations are not all started by me which any male will know is a bonus 🙂

The bottom line is that i am in love – to the extent that i would do anything and everything for her. And the last 6 months of my life have been the most amazing 6 months ever. I hope there are many, many more! 🙂

On our random trip to hemel hempstead yesterday, we encountered the following..

The Fairy Cake Fondler

The Magic Roundabout

And the Best Wall in ENGLAND!

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From time to time everyone makes mistakes, and sometimes something you do no matter how harmless it may seem it the time, may turn out hurtin the people who are closest to you.

One of the worst thing’s about hurtin the people closest to you – especially when you feel as depressed as i do – is that you feel completley empty, and nothin can take that feeling away, except the sound of one persons voice.

Im writin this now and i feel like a fool, i feel like a letdown, but on top of it all i feel angry with myself as if i had thought things through i could of avoided all this. I feel as if i could of lost the most important thing in my life right now.

This couldnt of come at a worst time either, as it is mine and gemma’s 6 month anniversary tomora. Happy 6 months babe they have been the happiest 6 months i have had in a long time. I love you and im sorry for bein a retard.