Author: Olly

  • tuesday, hometime..

    as i sit here drinking my hot chocolate, a million thoughts run thru my brain. what am i gona do tonight? what am i gonna eat? where am i gonna get weed from? all these questions and an immense lack of “being arsed” lol.

    work this week is draggin like a bitch, but luckily for me i dont have to answer to geoffrey bubbles, only to ted, who s a hell of a lot older, but a lot less of a nob. the work im having to do is still fucking crap tho!

    i want this week to be over, as its my training course next week, and after that i can start security guarding! ive had an idea too, not only could i make a lot of money doing the security job, but after i finish it, when im out of my debt hole, i can move onto door security, and maybe work down town. i have a mate who can hook me up, and its not like im small and feeble or anything. TBH ive wanted to work on the doors for ages, as i get to witness a herd of pissed up people being dumb as fuck all night, and get paid for it!

    its 17:08, i could go now if i wanted to, but ill wait till maddsy or ted leaves, so i dont look too keen 🙂

  • a week???

    this week has totally flown by! i have been doing wiggys job as well as my own, and its been a headfuck! not only do my days now actually consist of me being busy, but ive had to take orders from a fat old grumpy guy called geoffrey. he’s annoying, and he is always fussing over tiny little details in stuff. and what doesn’t help, is that he knows everything (ye right) and he knows NOTHING about computers, and seems he refuses to learn! so when i say “no, you cant do that” all i get is “!well why?” and shit like that, and it does get quite annoying reminds me of the ancis days!

    i have been surfing the interweb today, and i have been looking up old website’s and people i used to know, i have regained contact with AMO!!! WOOHOO! amo and me were best mates at school, we were very competitive, and both digged computers! he works for orange, and is gonna sort me a bangin deal on a new phone! in 10 days! 😀

    i have also been looking up my old ancis links, none of their sites exist any more it seems, and david’s site comes up first when you search for them in google!!! HAHAHA! im gonna try and contact rob again, cos i liked rob, and maybe martin!

    draggin up old memories has made me think about starting another lil company.. maybe desktop support.. or PC troubleshooting.. and if the work ever got too much, i could subcontract it out to mates of mine, who are all mint at fixing computers! – also, it gives me a reason to use my domain name haha

    *edit, i have been searching the internet, and i have found somone with the exact same name as me! and he has a blog just like mine. well, sortof.. he can spell and punctuate better than me tho hehe*

    im gonna go brainstorm.. 🙂

  • intruder alert!

    ok, i write my blog and publish it to the world.and every so often i expect someone to read it who i didn’t expect would of read it, even tho its freely available to anyone. and this time i t was maddsy, my work colleague. now im not bothered that he read it, and in actual fact im quite pleased he read it, as its gonna make the whole leaving malarkey easier, now someone knows my plans.

    i stuck sheldon’s crosser on ebay today, and included a phone number so that people could call him if they needed more info. within ONE hour, someone called him. i didn’t include his address tho, as someone would probably come and steal it. – it certainly is the worlds market place though! a hour!

    its been really hot in work today, i dont know how i manage to stay conscious sometimes, its so humid. but hopefully it wont be for long, and soon i can start paying debts off and then taking life a lil easyer 🙂

    i start to write my blog earlier everyday, yesterday it was just b4 5 or a little bit after 5, and today its 16:48. i can make myself look busy for a hour tho, so 30 mins is no problem.

    i have spent a lot of today looking up weird stuff, the paranormal, facts and mysteries and weird creatures! and there is some fucked up shit going off in this world! GIANT sandstorms.. amazing cloud formations.. abnormally large animals etc etc.. and its all there to see on the web. – one site i found quite useful was http://snopes.com/ as it puts right myths, and mystery’s and in particular, internet ones. such as missing children and more common ones like the fact that chewing gum is perfectly safe to swallow, and comes through the digestive system at the same rate as any other item of food – ok, so its NOT digested, but it doesn’t linger about.

    here are a few pictures from that site, in fact just 2 both of which are pretty amazing! the iraqi sandstorm one is real, and ive just found out the hands in the sky is false, i thought it was real 🙁 still looks amazing tho!

    and ive just found out i put that yesterday was monday, when in fact it was tuesday, as it was bank holiday. what a dumbass!

  • sometimes..

    sometimes i feel my life’s falling apart,
    sometimes i feel my life’s yet to start,
    sometimes i feel like im such a let down,
    sometimes i feel like i de-serve a crown,
    sometimes i urge after things i should not,
    sometimes i think about those I’ve forgot,
    sometimes it hurts, when i think of my past,
    sometimes i wonder how long will this last?
    sometimes im presented with a decision to make,
    and put on the spot, and my emotions could break,
    sometimes i wonder if im actually ill,
    sometimes i wonder what it feels like to kill,
    sometimes i wonder, how long will it take,
    and how many more of my words must i break,
    sometimes i think what’s the point in all this,
    sometimes all i want in life is a kiss,
    sometimes i sit here, crying sad tears,
    that’s something that ive had to deal with for years,
    sometimes i write poems, to try and relieve,
    the tension that is built up in side of me,
    always the same when i get to the end,
    put on a smile and try to pretend,
    that things are ok, in the life of olstar,
    the only thing good in my life wears a bra.

    {fin}

    i wrote this after finding out i wasnt gonna be able to fetch my car this weekend, and after a argument with dave and sy. it doenst really make any sence, well it does, but probably only to me. thanks david for the inspiration to write a poem.