Author: Olly

Well. T’was only yesterday i was moaning about where i live, saying it annoyed me having to put up with someone as house trained as a 4 year old. Looks like i wont have to put up with it for much longer. I got in and gave him £10 that someone owed him, then appologised for smoking on his precious leather sette’s – TO which he replied “Id like you to move out”. He claims he cant handle having someone else living there any more, and that its to blame for a lot of the stress in his life. Hmm.. Me thinks hes using it as an oppertunity to get rid of me as i dont really do much shit wrong. Fuck it tho, im not fighting my case – i know when im not welcome.

I thought about moving in with mason, it would be pretty much the same boat im in now in the sence id have freedom and my own little space – BUT id still be living under someone’s rules. So ive decided to push the boat out and look for a flat of my own. I have seen one that  would be able to afford and viewing for it starts 1st september. So i could maybe go see it on the 4th if its still available. IM gonna ring up today.

It came as quite a shock when he blurted it out last night, he says he doesnt want us to fall out – and im not gonna fall out with him. I guess there comes a time when a guy wants to roam about in the buff and be able to do anything and everything and not have to worry about what someone else is gonna do/where someone else is gonna be etc. I know there are times where i just want to be alone, most of the time in fact. But if im being honest this has come a bit too soon for my liking..

I told my mum and she instantly said i could go back to live with her. I should jump at the chance, it would mean i could save a lot of money – but i have a double bed, a desk and LOTS AND LOTS of stuff. I cant get rid of it now its cost me too much money. And i know that if i go back there will be the same problems we had before, i would feel 16 again – curfew’s n shit..

Im gonna do some maths, and work out what living in a flat would cost me. And work out how many 12 hour shifts id need to do in a week to successfully cover my bills.. The flat ive seen is 3 bedroomed.. Maybe i could get a lodger? 🙂

Thats what i think to my fixed penalty notice! fuckers! (i will pay it like…)

I forgot to mention that fee and holie paid for everything last night, so thanks for that you two! Its good to know i have friends who will do things like that. Me and hol havent exactly had the most flowery past, but recently ive started to get on with her very well. Shes become a good addition to my female friends group. Fee is, well.. Ive never quite met anyone who’s vocabulary is quite as full on! She makes me laugh a lot, and seems to know a lot about law and other useful stuff. They said they would come and rescue me next time im stranded on a securty shift. That is good to know tbf, cos i often need rescuing.

Err, yeah.. i just wanted to post a pic of me skinnin up on my fixed penalty notice.. Ha!

Had a pretty shite day at work yesterday – i have quite a lot of annoying work i have to acheive and it makes me want to walk out its so repetative and boring. I got a text later in the day from dave, saying that Hollie and Fee wanted to meet up with us to discuss some sales work they are going to be doing for us. We met up in the King and Miller, and we started to chat and stuff. They are both sound girls, and both have their heads screwed on. They are gonna be following up DIR leads for us, trying to recuit people onto our ever growing directory. We had some food, discussed it more and then headed out to Early doors to the rain, and the maxxd meeting.

There has been a lot of new faces on maxxd recently, its awesome. I just hope they dont get made to feel unwelcomed by anyone. I had to sell some stickers nad ocllect money from people for clothing etc. Ill probably be ordering the tee’s n shit today – so if anyone reading this wants anything you best hurry up and get in touch!

Had a text off dave this morning. The chap who owns the house i rent a room in has had a scranny at him this morning. We are not allowed to smoke in the front room – on the leather sette’s, and i think hes found a ash tray near one.. Its a bullshit rule he made up about a month ago, due to him being lazy and not being arsed to clean and condition his leather. It winds me up, cos i know when i get home ill have him moaning at me, and to be fair he’s the most difficult person ever to live with. He leaves his clothes EVERYWHERE, leaves packaging from food EVERYWHERE (with food in still sometimes.. yes.. manky!), has HALF done EVERYTHING in the house.. the only completed room in the whole house is my room, and thats cos i did it myself! Id really like to leave, but i cant afford to live anywhere else. And i dont want to buy/rent a house and fill if full of crap only to have to get rid of it all in a few years. But i REALLLLY cant see myself putting up with his bullshit for too much longer.
Time will tell i guess…

Ok, so i got fined £30 yesterday. And for ages i was totally gutted. I felt so miserable that i had to hand over £30 of my hard earned money to a bunch of wankers for something i shouldnt have to pay for. Then last night whilst i was handing over £10 to my mate in exchange for something that someone had grown in their airing cupboard, it suddenly dawned on me. I waste a LOT of my money. And although i shouldnt, and dont really want to – I keep on wasting it! Now i wanted to calm down on the weed buying, as its bankrupting me. But i was v depressed yesterday so i needed to get wrecked – and boy o boy did i get wrecked 🙂

Me scott and the big dog have decided that after Trax, were all gonna collectivly try and quit smoking weed. Its really hard to do it by yourself, cos everywhere you go someone is blazing it up – but if we ALL quit then we can all support each other etc. And hopefully we can make to so that weed smoking is reserved for Xmas time and Hamster Jam trips 🙂

Ive kinda cheered up since i realised that another £30 of my cash down the toilet isnt really that much of a big deal. If i can spend £30 less this week weed, then the fine would not of technically not consumed any more of my cash. And if i can get into the habit of spending a lot less on it in general – which to be fair i have done this last week thanks to being broke as fuck – i should generally be better off.

While im on the subject of money, every time i get paid from security i seem to have something crop up. This week im gonna be paying off the debt i have to me mate dave, and i got a cheque for credit card going out – so by the end of this week ill basically be broke as fuck again. What annoys me about this is that the security money is supposed to be going in my ISA, to go towards my traveling fund. But every time i comes thru, i have a bill, debt, car repairs etc etc..

One day ill be on top of my finances.. And although ive been saying that since i was 18 – it does feel like its getting closer.