Author: Olly

Well, for regular readers or visitors to my blog you’ll remember that back in september 06 i met a girl who changed my life completley. Just reading back to that time brings a smile to my face. The exact date that me and Gem got together properly was over shadowed on my blog by the fact the carphone warehouse had pissed me off beyond belief. But there is still a mention in there 🙂

Anyway, 6 months has passed since then, and things are still going great. Every now and then i do something that upsets Gem, and its down to me not thinking things through properly. But saying that, every now and then gem might say something that upsets me too. I guess neither of us are perfect. I messed up yesterday for example, but after i had explained and appologised she had forgiven me. Love, and being in a relationship is about forgiving and understanding – and we have that.

What i will say is that over the last 6 months i have felt myself get closer to Gem than anyone i have ever known. She has become my best friend, and is my soul mate. I talk to gem about the tinyest of things, and she doesnt ignore – she listens and gives her opinion. She has her own life too, and by that i mean her own career and hobbies. This sometimes means that i cant get a word in when we are talking. But i really like that, as i like listening to her. The conversations are not all started by me which any male will know is a bonus 🙂

The bottom line is that i am in love – to the extent that i would do anything and everything for her. And the last 6 months of my life have been the most amazing 6 months ever. I hope there are many, many more! 🙂

On our random trip to hemel hempstead yesterday, we encountered the following..

The Fairy Cake Fondler

The Magic Roundabout

And the Best Wall in ENGLAND!

See More HERE!

From time to time everyone makes mistakes, and sometimes something you do no matter how harmless it may seem it the time, may turn out hurtin the people who are closest to you.

One of the worst thing’s about hurtin the people closest to you – especially when you feel as depressed as i do – is that you feel completley empty, and nothin can take that feeling away, except the sound of one persons voice.

Im writin this now and i feel like a fool, i feel like a letdown, but on top of it all i feel angry with myself as if i had thought things through i could of avoided all this. I feel as if i could of lost the most important thing in my life right now.

This couldnt of come at a worst time either, as it is mine and gemma’s 6 month anniversary tomora. Happy 6 months babe they have been the happiest 6 months i have had in a long time. I love you and im sorry for bein a retard.

I arrived home last night, to find my beloved trevor fish on his side and looking a bit discoloured. I paniced, and immediatley changed his water so that it was fresh. Whilst he was out of his main bowl and in the temp one that i put him in while hes being cleaned he started tilting loads to his side. It was so upsetting seeing him like that. He has been so strong and fought it off for so long.

I put him back in his main tank but left the bridge out. I thought id leave out the chance of putting something potentially infected back in his tank. He seemed OK to be honest, wasnt swimming on his side any more, but his balance was all fucked up. I gave him some snap and went out for the night.

I came home and the first thing i did was check on him and he still seemed OK. He didnt look right, but i thought he might jsut be trying to get better. I went to sleep with a little tear in my eye, and woke up about 7am to find him floating on the top of the tank.

To say he’s a little £2.50 fish, i was really really upset.

I have jus told gemma and she seemed upset too. I dont care what she says, im buying another fish tonight. I need to have a fishy now. I want trev back tho 🙁

Anyway, im so going to kill the woman in that pet shop. I cant exactly take a dead fish to work with me so i havent exactly got proof, but im gonna go in and moan like fuck!

I could honestly cry 🙁

R.I.P Trevor. 🙁