Category: My Past

I cant belive how quickly today has gone! I was working away on actual mmx3 work, when i looked at the clock expecting it to be 11:30am or somehting, and it was nearly 1 oclock! Now its just gone 4 and it feels like it should only be lunchtime!

I think its because the only person i the office that has a routene is maddsy. He always go’s for fags and his dinner at the same time, so without really realising it he acts as my clock. Cos hes not here ive been plodding on with my work, and the days is almost done!

I have noticed that i seem to be a lot less stressed this week. I thank a few factors for this, one being maddsy isnt at work to keep hassleing me/distracting me 😆 and the second being that im quite content with my life at the mo. Im in a relationship that suits me down to the ground. I am slowley but surely saving my pennies for when im 25, and the rest of my life is all ticking along fairly well..

There are just a few things i need to get out the way, a few bits on the sites im building left to do – and a few non internet thigns.. then ill be laughing!

The humidity in this office is tertrible today tho – im sat here only moving my fingers and arms and im sweating

That i dont spend enough time doing the things i really want to do.

I must get certain things out the way before it starts to get shit and dark and cold at night again.

CBA to wirte any more..

Bed.

Why do people always get in other peoples business? Unfortunately for me i run maxxd with dave, so i am dragged into arguments all the time. But sometimes it just takes the fucking piss. I have never come across people that are so fucking dedicated to annoying the fuck out of each other and everyone who may read what they have put. Why cant these apparent grown ups meet up and sort this out face to face?

There is one side of the argument, the males side, and i can see his point in some ways. As hes been miles away from his home for years, he’s probably lost touch with many of his friends, so therefore hasn’t got any where else to ask the questions he’s asking. On the other hand he SHOULD be a bit more sensitive to his ex-fiancée who also uses the site – as she’s still obviously upset about the whole situation and doesn’t want the further progression of his life – without her – parading about in front of her face.

On the flip side, there is her argument, and that is like ive just said. She doesn’t want to come on and see him chirping away about things he says he’s gonna do – that he should of done when he was in the relationship – and if he had would of meant they would probably still be together.

My answer to them both was to sort they’re fucking lives out OFF maxxd.com. I don’t want to fall out with either of them, but until they accept my request and move forward it looks like that’s probably gonna happen. What makes it even worse is my girlfriend is best friends with the girl, and is taking her side (obviously) and as i know exactly what’s been said on the site, and therefore know both sides of this particular incident i know that there is no side to actually take. They are both being as bad as the other.

I will say this. If my relationship with H is affected at all, because of this or a similar incident, then ill never forgive either of them for as long as i live.

Do yourselves a favor, get over it!

Yes, i have a splitting headache, brought on from drinking too much champagne and smiling at so so many people. I think it was ste mentioned to me that i mgiht suffor from migranes, i think your right ste buddy. It feels like someone is sticking pins in my eyes.

My mums bday went great, she so does not look 50. She looks healther and younger than she did 10 years ago! About everyone my mum knew was there, there were SO many people. The garden, conservatory, kitchen, dining room, conservatory 2 AND the utility room was full! It was CRAZY! I only drank about 4 glasses of champagne all day, i started to balance it out with orange juice then i just got a headache. I ended up being bar man after that, which i quite enjoyed actually.

I once again witnessed the typical;

“hi how are you? long time no see”

“hi yes, im fine, how are you?”

“Yeah im great, so what you up to nowadays?…” 

..Conversation many many times, i kinda laugh about it while im doing it.. Its one of those things that you know is gonna happen, and does numerous times when your at any family/friend based party type situation.. haha..

I had to leave pretty early tho, as our server had been turned off by our hosts. There was some compaint that a hacking attempt had been made from our server, and we were basically dissconnected. Which is pretty shocking really as if the servers off we can access it to fix it. :/

Anyway its back up now and everything seems to be ok. I have just this minute realised i can touch type. I have looked at the keyboard 3 times since i started this paragraph, make that 5. Lol..

Back to the grinder tomorrow. As tony the tiger would say.. Greaaattt! :/