Category: My Past

Well, me and wardo went to look at that house today. And its great. Its not 3 floors like i was told, but its brand new, has 2 decent sized bedrooms, a bathroom, a downstairs toilet, a living room, and a fully fitted kitchen. There is even a dishwasher!

Wardo has said hes got to check his car insurance doesnt go up too much, if it doesnt, then its all systems go! Were both in the same position in the sence we both want to get out of where we are, and life is about taking risks – and were both up for the risks involved in renting a property.

I hope his insurance doesnt go up too much. I want to move now!!

Ive had a phone call from that girl again. Shes in a situation herself that isnt straight forward, and she rang me to tell me that it didnt look good – not for me like, for her current situation. Its actually a good thing for me – allbeit a bit of a strnage thing to be getting myself into. Id explain more, but for the moment ill leave it at that.

Its mad, for weeks ive been really low, really depressed, and just miserable. Then like a flash of light 2 major things happen that seem to be transforming my very life right in front of my eyes. Call it karma coming back round, or call it good luck.. Who cares.. I jsut know it fucking rules 🙂 And i can see that my not to distant future is going to be a lot brighter than i thought it would be.

Ive never felt like this before. This must be what people feel like when they meet someone whos married or something. I feel like ive done something wrong, and i certianly wouldnt like it doing to me – but i cant stop thinking about her. I hope the things she says to me she means, becasue i mean every word. I just cant get over how amazing she is, and how amazing she made my weekend. Thanks babe!

Me and wardo are going to look at a house tongiht. 2 Bedrooms, 3 floors, 2 bathrooms (appareently) back garden with grass on it, newly built, drive and garage or car port.. basically its a palace compared to where im living now. Its owned by a mate of my mums, and we wouldnt have to pay a bond. We could move in next weekend if we wanted to!

I can see the next chapter of my life being so much better than the last few. Mint house, Mint people around me.. And a life away from repetative stoner-ness. I love being a stoner, and smoking.. But i hate the fact it costs me a shit load.

Heres to the future!

Went to trax this weekend, ill fill in the juicy details when im bored at work tomora. But all ill say (and this probably will be the most detail i go into for this specific subject, for various reasons) is that i have met one of the most amazing women i have ever met, ever. If i was to draw a perfect partner, then bar maybe one thing, it would be her. There are a few complications, and i doubt anything major will happen (even though id like it to so much) but its changed me in so many ways. And its kinda opened my eyes a bit. I get so hung up on stuff, on people and on situations i find myself in. Then in one night everything can change. Totally. Isnt it strange how life can throw you a random hand like that. Nothing is scripted, structured. Shit just happens. And i fucking love it 🙂

I got home after picking up my rations for trax, and the carried my bags into the house. I put all my shit on the sides, as you do, and then went to put a few things in the freezer so they wouldnt go off. Now from day one we have had rules about space in the freezer, i have always had a shelf, when mat lived here he had one, and daz had one.

Obviously mat doesnt live here anymore – so daz can spill into the second shelf. I have no beef with that in the slightest. But all 3? And the fridge was about full, as were the cupboards. Ive never felt so un-noticed in my whole life. Its like he’d just forgotten i lived here or something? I managed to fit all my stuff in, but if i had bought a weekly shop id be screwed. Wardo, if your reading this – we need to sort something out ASAP!! :¬(

My night was improved by the time i got bathed etc. I had been let down by someone who was supposed to be getting our weed for the weekend, but i was soon sorted out and the night turned out to be a right laugh. I have been going out a hell of a lot more recently, and i think thats good for me as i do need to get out and see my friends more often, and its good so new members can find someone who will talk to them so they dont get made to feel unwelcomed.

I hate it when i hear people saying they came down but no one talked to them, its not hard to say hi to a bemused person whos stood in the corner on their own. I am guilty to not going over a few times, but its really hard as there is so many people i want to speak to and i get quite overwhelmed when there is a lot of people trying to talk to me at one time.

“I canny handle it captain! I just havent got the powerr!”

I have added plugins called Spam Karma and Bad Behavior to my blog, as reccomended by Lorrelle, a extremely helpful guy who replied to a post in my blog a few months ago. Spam Karma controls spam comments (ive been getting SHIT loads) and Bad Behaviour blocks spam bots from scanning my site. They both seem to be working great ! Thanks Lorrelle, Dr Dave and the people that make Bad Behavior! :¬)

Trax tomorrow, i have to be up very early! I will have SHIT loads of photos, videos and stories to tell when i get back. Its gonna be a mad one!

Peace out.